✔️Rivals(Mpreg)(Minwon)

6th Chapter

MINGYU's POV

The video I took of us having sex got leaked and since it only shows Wonwoo's face, he is the only one who got in trouble. He got expelled, now that he is gone I can finally get back the top spot I was aiming for but now, nothing feels right. The only thing I am feeling is regret. I tried looking for him when I heard about the news but he was nowhere to be found, next thing I knew he was already dismissed from the school.

"Hyung!" Sunoo came barging in my room tears streaming down his face, I just knew, he found out

"How can you do that hyung? When did you become so evil?" disappointment and sadness is evident in his eyes

"Answer me!" he demanded

"I am sorry"

"Sorry? haha, that's it? you ruined Wonwoo hyung's life and all you can say is sorry? he said while violently pointing at my chest

I just have no words, I already understand that it's nobody's fault but mine and if there is someone that deserves to hear whatever explanation I have first it should be Wonwoo. I don't wanna speak about it because I will end up making excuses and I don't want to be any more of a loser than I already am.

"Sorry Sunoo, I am a bad person" I started to cry and Sunoo just dropped to the floor clutching on my pants. Why do I always end up hurting the people who truly cares about me?

" I hate you" That was the last thing he said before he left my room

Days went by and I never heard from Wonwoo anymore, of course he probably hates me or rather despises me now, well, who wouldn't?
I hate myself now too. But at least before we totally part I owe him an apology, it wasn't me who leaked the video, I don't really know who did but I am still at fault because I am the one who took it, I shouldn't have done that.

So I gathered courage and went to his home. Seemed like nobody was home, I can't even see anyone in the streets it looks like a ghost town. Where did the people here go? So I walked towards my car thinking I should just comeback when I saw some people getting of taxis.

"excuse me miss, do you know someone named Wonwoo living here?" I asked

"of course, do you need anything from him?" she answered which gave me some sort of relief

"Ahhmm... I just wanna talk to him" I answered back

"Well I don't think it is a good time though, he is still grieving" she said " her mother died the other day, she just got buried today and Wonwoo decided to stay back in the cemetery, poor boy is crying nonstop, he only had his mother and now that she is dead how can he possibly survive, I heard he even got expelled from school." saying I was shocked was an understatement but more than that, I am fucking feeling so guilty.

So I went to the cemetery to see Wonwoo. It was a heartbreaking sight. The pain in his voice  was very evident. I know how angry he is right now but all his anger is drained by just how tired he probably is from everything that happened with him. He doesn't have any strength anymore to even raise his voice at me. Wonwoo, I don't want to see you like this. Punch me, Hurt me, scream at me, let it all out, give all the pain you are feeling to me. I am willing to take them all for you. So many words I want to say to you but the only word that came out is "Sorry". When you told me that you want to forget about me and you don't want to see me anymore I felt so much pain, more than all the torture I experienced from my father however, that is the least I can do for you. So for the last time Wonwoo, I love you... Goodbye.

Graduation came, I was valedictorian, all the medals and awards given to me, my father showing a very proud smile to the cameras, isn't this what I wanted? Sunoo stopped talking to me eversince that day, I don't blame him, I blame myself.