✔️Rivals(Mpreg)(Minwon)

5th chapter

WONWOO's POV

I started going back to school as if nothing happened. Mingyu and I don't really talk much inside school anyway because of our set up so he is not suspicious that I already discovered his secret. What bothers me to this day though, is why did he do it? and why me? why the fuck me of all people, I just want to graduate and have a good future, I never bothered any one, I was always quiet in class. During our moments together, which are true and which are not? I don't even eat at school anymore because I don't want to end up vomiting, I also avoid the cafeteria because the smell of some food makes me wanna vomit.

I was still able to take the examinations on time and my teachers gave me remedial quizzes for all those that I missed. Because of this, I still got the top ranking on my 3rd quarter.

"Congratulations Wonwoo" Mingyu said as we are driving towards his house

"Hyung you are amazing as always! and to think you were absent for like a whole week and be able to catch up, you are a genius" he said looking at me with his sparkling eyes. "You are my idol Wonwoo hyung!" I gave him a smile

After the class with Sunoo, Mingyu dropped me off home, the ride was quiet but I didn't really mind, I don't really wanna talk to him. In fact, at this moment, I hated him, but revenge is a dish best served cold, there are still many questions, I needed answers, I won't be making a scene like those female leads in movies, well not yet.

I was so tired when I went home that I just greeted my mother then went straight to bed.

"Hey Wonwoo, did you have dinner already? I made your favourite, come here" she said inviting me to dinner

"Mom, I am already tired, I already had dinner outside" I answered, good thing the food in Sunoo's house didn't make my stomach turn upside down so I was able to eat with him. I am still not ready to let my mother know about my condition, I don't want her to be angry, much more get sick when she knows about it.

So I just laid in bed and started deleting my pictures in Mingyu. Each contained happy memories that were sadly, just an illusion, I couldn't help but cry, of course I am just a human. I loved him dearly, but this is how that love is rewarded. Sometimes I can just really question the existence of God. My whole life was full of hardships and pain, I have been working hard all along without complaints and now I am pregnant with the child of a man who did not even love me, and played with my feelings how great was all that. Can you just bring them all at once so I will just cry it all one time and please promise me after that all my pain is over?
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MINGYU's POV

"So, seems like you are gonna be second best till the end?" my father and his never ending insults never gets old, I can't just get used to it, why can't I just live life like other kids who would rebel and not give a fuck... Oh I see because I am still hungry for his approval.

I am just looking down hearing everything he says, each word makes me feel how worthless I am. I just want to disappear.

"Father, is number one the only thing that matters? All my life I worked hard just to be enough, but I never was, at least for you" I said as I cried

He just looked at me with a blank expression.

"So many useless things you are doing and yet you complain as if you do your best in your studies? don't make me laugh... you still do basket ball, music... If you still have time to do those, it means you have spare time! Quit one of them and spend the hours on more important things!" he said