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"what?!" I yelled on top of the lungs because i can't the heck they just said!

"calm down shiv!" my mom said.

"what the heck?! how can i calm down when u are telling me THAT I HAVE TO LEAVE THIS PLACE?!" I stood up and retorted.

"just listen to us beta!" my dad yelled.

"okay tell me what u have to say!" I said down with hummph.

"so, we both were planning this from 4 months, your dad got a posting in california, and they said that he will earn more money if he get shifted there, they told him that he just have to live there for 5 years and after 5 years we can come back if we want! we kinda already got TC from your school and we have found a good school and college for you there, and we already told ayushi about it and she was kinda upset, and we will be leaving in on thursday, and today is tuesday right? so 2 days from now on, i know everything happened so early, we already booked all the flights and we even booked a house...." My mom explained.

WHAT THE HECK THEY ARE SAYING?! telling me to come with them, leave this city! LEAVE ARYAN!!! Oh shit! i can't do that, its....impossible, he believes me the most and he will never ever trust someone again if i leave him like that! that completely IMPOSSIBLE, I AM NOT FREAKING GOING ANYWHERE! I AM NOT LEAVING MY ARYAN! NO WAY!

He will think i am a fraud, who just played with his feelings, and even if i come back after 5 years, he will not believe me! i don't want to broke my aryan's trust, GOD WHY WOULD U LET THIS HAPPEN?! I HATE YOU! YOU KNOW I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!! I CAN'T LEAVE HIM PLEASE!!!

"mom dad i am not going anywhere!" i whispered, tears started to glow in my eyes but i didn't let them fall. I was hurt, so hurt! the love of my life is here, how the heck can i leave him?!  IN JUST 2 DAYS!!?! my parents must've assumed that its easy for me but its FREAKING NOT! i am not going anywhere! i am not leaving this house, this city, my school and most importantly my aryan.

"c'mon shivin! don't be so immature, you said that you wanted to study abroad, see your dream is coming true, and no one will bully you there!" My dad explained with irritation. but how to explain him that the person's who used to bully is now my biggest weakness?!

"dad please! i don't want to go anywhere, i don't wanna study abroad, please try to understand me! please" i whispered the last part and wiped my tears harshly.

"ITS ENOUGH SHIVIN! we are literally trying to make you understand that our life will be much easier when we will there, you will get better job opportunities, and you will live an ideal life, now its not my problem that you are not understanding me, i booked our tickets and we are leaving on thursday! better pack your things!!" My dad retorted and left the room.

I felt like my world shattered, i could never think about leaving him and now its happening! why?! why god always have to be so cruel with me?! its hurting me, but i know aryan will me hurt two times more than me! i know he loves me! i don't care if he confesses or not but i know deeply he loves me like i love him, he meant the world to me! i can't see his betrayal face in front of me...i don't wanna leave him, i would rather die than leaving him.

"shiv-" my mom opened her mouth to say something, but i dashed out of the living room and straight went up to my room.

The whole night i cried a lot, my sister came up at 4 am and i opened the door, i knew i was looking like a ghost because of crying whole night, my eyes had darkcircles and  my hair were so messy and coming in my eyes.

"what do u want? please go away" i said with irritation, she was holding her favourite doll in her hand which i gifted her on her 2nd birthday, i mean her last birthday.

"chan i chome ihn?" she asked me politely, since she is just 3 so she can't speak perfectly.

"ahhhhhh come" i rolled my eyes, and wiped my tears, she looked at me after looking at my messy bed.

"what? do u expect me to sleep peacefully after what just dad said?!" I asked her and rolled my eyes.

"noh" she replied and sat on my bed clutching her doll to her chest as if i am some kidnapper who would snatch it from her, ridiculous!

"tell me why are you here and ruining my crying session?" i sat on bed infront of her.

"whie wereh youh rying?" she asked me with a pout.

"because we are FUCKING leaving this city!" i guess it was my first time swearing? and i don't regret it.

"doh you likeh chomone?" she asked making me flinch, lol when i was her age i used to play with sand, nahh she is mature!

"....yes i really do" i replied honestly and i smiled weakly as i remembered our sweet moments together.

"who ish sheh?" ahhhhh god someone stop her, she ask so many question.

"its not a she, its a he" i replied and she made an 'O' with her mouth.

"you know...we love each other a lot! i don't want him to get hurt, and i don't want to leave him...why is it always me who gets into trouble?! am i so unfortunate?! he trusted me with his whole heart and now i am going to break it, knowing that he might never trust me again!" I said with a shaky voice as tears started to roll down my eyes.

Suddenly, a small hand wiped my tears and i looked up to see my sister wiping my tears, without a second thought, i hugged her so tight and she started chuckling and hitting my back, now at least someone was by my side! 

"ah oh awhh! leaveh meh youh giantt!" she yelled between her chuckles and i left her.

"ah okay cutie"  i chuckled and left her.

"you know tomorrow i am going to meet your brother in law for the last time" i smirked.

"what ish bruther in lawwwwww?" she asked with a pout.

"nevermind" i chuckled, but my heart won't let me laugh brightly, as he knew what's going to happen tomorrow, the hardest decision ever in my life....

I will love you forever no matter where i go, where i live but u will always be present in my heart my love....

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OKAY THIS CHAPTER MAY NOT MAKE YOU CRY BUT I BET THE NEXT ONE WILL! 

AHHHH I WANNA END THIS STORY FAST, I GUESS IT WILL LAST TILL 26 CHAPTERS? IF I AM NOT WRONG CUZ I M NOT MAKING IT MORE LONG, LOL I AM TIRED WRITING THE SAME STORY FROM LAST 3 MONTHS

BYEEEEEEEEEE~

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