today i went to a party. i'm a little bit shy so i don't go to parties a lot but my friend jon walker had a grand birthday bash for his 16th birthday so i just had to go and there were a lot of people there and like i said before im shy so that was a little hard for me. so i got to the party. i say "hello jon happy birthday you are 16 years old where should i put my present"
"put it in the pile " jon said happily and pointed to the pile of present in the fireplace but the fire wasn't on don't worry.jon pov:
i just saw rhan ross my friend and he's at my 16th grand birthday bash and i saw he brought me a present for my 16th birthday and i saw it and it was not good and he got me a cheap ass lame present so i told him to put it on the fire i am going to turn on the fire his present will burn i fucking hate ryan ross i only invited him to be nice because i felt bad because he has no other friends i hope maybe he'll meet more friends at my 16th birthday party there is one guy brendon urie at my 16th birthday party and they should be friends.ryan pov:
i love my friend jon walker he's so nice to me i'm so lucky to have him im so happy he invited me and i'm so happy he also sees me as his best friend i was starting to get worried that he thought i was annoying but know i am feeling reassured! "hey ryan ross umm.... somebody over there uh wants me sorry i got to go see ya" jon said and walked away.ok he sure is a good friend and he's just very busy being 16 and all at his 16th birthday party he's so awesome. i looked around and out of the corner of my eye i notice someone i haven't seen before and i blush a little bit wow... he's pretty attractive. i am straight but if i was gay i'd want a piece of that good thing i like girls though.
i also look around and i see the punch and i go get some i am so thirsty. "what kind of punch is this!" i wonder allowed. i start to get some until i hear breathing in my ear. "it's fruit punch" i hear a deep voice whisper into my ear.
"ah!" i yelp and jump and turn around and OH MY GOD ITS THAT GUY OH MY GOD i blush he's even cuter up close!!!!!!!! but i'm so shy and i don't even like boys anyway so i can't freak him :( "whaddyasay you and me get outta this place huh..." brendon says and leans against the wall. wow he's so cool. "i would you seem like a really great guy but i'm actually here to celebrate my best friend jon walker(who is the best friend ever)'s 16th birthday at his 16th birthday bash. sorry:(" i say. man... tbh i kinda wanted to go with him?? he's kind of sexy and i like how i can see his nipples poking out of his shirt.
"that's ok want my number want to be friends" brendon says and reaches into his pocket "my name is brendon urie i just moved into town i keep having to change my adress because i keep getting charged with sexual harassment my number is 3048803323" he says and i blush at his kind words. i write his number into my phone and i text him
RYAN: hi :33
BRENDON: supa group of girls comes up to us and they are looking at brendon urie
"hehe hi... we haven't seen you around here are you noo?"
"yes i am new how do you do"
the girls all giggle and blush at his rhyming
"are you coming to the after party?" a girl says giggling and twirling her hair.
"yeah of course i am who isn't only losers wouldn't be invited to the after party that my good friend jon walker planned himself specifically only for his closest friends come on who do you think i am" brendon says. wait.... after party? that's weird. jon must have forgot to bring it up to me lol he's so silly his adhd makes him forget things sometimes it's ok i'm sure it was an accident. i'll just ask about it anyway though maybe she misspoke.
"after party?" the girls look shocked like they didn't notice i was here! they look side to side and look nervous and go ummm... and one says "haha... it was a joke... lol....." then they walk away and i hear one girl whisper "that was a close one jon would kill us if we got the word out to that fucking loser" huh! i probably miss heard! i should go tell jon about this funny miscommunication.i take brendon uries hand off of my waist where he put it for some reason "sorry new friend i need to talk to jon walker my best friend i'll text you!!" brendon is sad that his hand is off my waist but he smiles through the sadness and says "yes i will see you later. oh and by the way.. about those girls.. there's something you should know i don't think you're gonna be very happy to hear this but-" "anyway got to go by!!! can't leave jon waiting!!!!" i skip away to my best friend jon walker.
"hey jon......" i say and walk over to jon my best friend who is 16 now.
"oh... hey ryan. what's up" jon says and looks at me.
"umm i know this probably isn't true but..." i say nervously as i nervously stim. "those girls over there said something about an after party?? and you never told me anything about an after party... so i was just checking with you to make sure it's a mistake.. rifht?! rifht jon? and the girls as they walked away they said something about how.. you'd kill them word spread to that fucking loser.... you don't know anything about that..... right?" i say still stimming nervously (it's twiddling my thumbs btw im autistic)"oh." jon says. "uhhh yeah i didn't want you to find out this way but uhh.. yeah so... i kind of don't like you anymore and think you're really annoying and your voice sounds like jojo siwa and it's annoying and i've only been keeping you around to spare ur feelings.... sorry :/" jon says
i'm shocked. my heart stops beating for a minute and 12 seconds . this couldn't be! it just couldn't! jon was my best buddy. he loved me through thick and thin. he let me borrow his pencil!! he sat next to me at lunch!!!!! he was nice to me sometimes!!!! he talked to me while we waited for the bus!!!! he was the closest friend i ever had. how could this be happened? "oh..." i say looking at my feet. i am wearing flip flops with rainbow toe socks. they give me better toe grip. "that's.... that's fine." i say still looking at my feet and i do my other sad stim i wiggle my toes. "i.... i have other friends it's okay.... i don't need only you... haha.... ha.." i say and start to back away
"cool. glad you understand" jon days and walks away. oh. he's serious...... this is for realsies. i just..... i just couldn't have seen this coming! suddenly i'm sad!!! i go and run away and i go to the corner of the room and sit down and cry. i cry and cry and cry and cry and cry some more. i am so sad. how could this happen to me? i am going to kill myself. waaaaaaa. but suddenly something takes me out of my sadness trance.
"hey."
i look over and.. oh. it's brendon. wait.. he was gonna tell me something before i walked away wasnt he? omg i hop it's that he's gay and he has a crush on me!!! no.... i can't get my hopes high. i cant trust anyone anymore. "hey" i say nonchalantly like i don't care. i oook away so he can't see my tears.
"i saw everything... i'm so sorry." he says. "i... i was gonna tell you.... but you walked away to go talk to jon who is 16" i nodded sadly. "it's whatevs" i said nonchalantly as i shook my dreads and still looking/2-6 away so he can't see my tears. i look at him and i see he is holding a GIANT BOTTLE OF VOCKA?????? holy moly!!! "is it ok if i sit with you? we can drink this giant bottle of vodka i stole from jon's parents kitchen" i smile at the kind gesture
"i'd like that."
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Roman d'amoursad ryden story TW: angst, unplanned pregnancy, suicide, Self harm, NSFW