I'll Make You Mine | Jeon Jungkook |JK

Part 17

Author's POV

Jungkook was working in his study when someone rang the doorbell. He went up to open the door.

"Oh! Mr. Do, what are you doing early this morning? Come in, sit down," He said to his secretary, and they both sat on the couch

"No, thanks sir. Your father send me here for this," He said and took out some papers from his bag

"What is that?" He asked

"Sir, this is the new blueprint of your club, take a look if you want some changes," Mr. Do his secretary said he took a glance then unwillingly and get up from the couch

"Mr. Do, I want to put that project on hold for some time," He said

"But sir, it's already been closed for a month...

"I have to talk with dad about tear it down," he said

"What? Tear it down, but why?" he asked

"I want to work on something else," he said

"But...

"No more buts, Mr. Do, please," he said softly smiling

"What happens to him, he might be out of his mind," he mumbles while coming out from his apartment

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"So, where were I? Yes, new ideas, what should be built there instead of that club," he talks to himself and get lost in his thoughts

"I usually being very unsocial these days, I stopped meeting any friends and clients. I get used to following wherever she goes, she is being sad day by day. I also saw her today and she looks different. Should I just meet her once? No, I shouldn't. I'll make her even sad by showing up. I hope she forget me and move on."

Flashback

Jungkook's POV

"Y/N, what are you doing here?" I asked but she didn't say anything I walked to her and turned her towards me. Her eyes were teary, she was shivering like she saw a ghost. She slightly move my hand away. Today, I saw her crying for the first time and I am the one who made her cry. I thought I don't love her then why I feel heavy to see her crying. I want to stop her, but what should I tell her, that; "forgive me, I was just cheating on you."

And then she left...

"Excuse me, are you coming or not?" The hooker asked

"Get out, this is your money, just get lost," I shout and she left immediately. 

I went to my room, I put my shirt on. I went to the balcony I took a cigarette from my pocket about to light it up but than I changed my mind and throw it away. I keep looking at the sky, the sun is setting, and a cool breeze is blowing, anyone would love this view but why do I feel so heavy? I feel like crying loudly. I have never felt like this.

"I deserve this but... I want to see her one more time. Did I..."

Later that day

"How's she?" I asked to Taehyung who is sitting beside me at my home 

"Not good, but she will be fine," Taehyung replies.

"Oh! She must be crying," he said getting tensed

"Yes, she looks miserable. I don't understand, how could you...,"