Have you ever been in a situation where you feel happy yet sad at the same time! Brave yet scared or so confident yet confused! That's how I felt at that very moment.
My best friend or should I say the would be love of my life was offering something I had craved for in an eternity.
I had always wanted to feel the softness of her tanned skin onto my palms, exploring every depth of her body, feeling the wetness of her arousal onto my fingers, I had always dreamt of having her under me, under my mercy, making her scream in the not so innocent voice of pleasure and she was offering that at that very moment.
I wanted to make her feel all those things but only when she was mine, but since she would never be mine and she would hate me if she ever found out that I loved her more than a friend. I couldn't risk losing her forever.~~~~
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Soft warm fingers caressing my cheek got me out of my dream. "Did you hear a thing I said love?" Asked my princess in a soothing voice. "Sorry I zoned out for a little while, what's it you've been telling me?" I asked.
"I was saying that it's okay if you don't want to be my first, no pressure, though I've always had a fantasy of my best friend to be the first person to give me pleasure given you had a different gender but since you're a girl, no pressure still, don't feel obliged, it's not that we're dating, fuck what I'm I even saying we're not even dykes, this was a wrong idea Val I should go home." Panicked my princess. I didn't wait for her to leave because I stopped her when I connect my lips on hers and kissed her in the most passionate way I could master. I poured all my emotions and the unsaid feelings into that kiss because I couldn't tell her that I desired being more than her best friend and that I felt conflicted in a way that I wanted her more than she did and I hated having her knowing that we were just friends.
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After a while I broke the kiss to catch some breath which I was losing into that kiss, we were both a panting mess. " Be my first Valerie, please." Begged my princess.
"It's okay, today is your night, whatever you desire should be granted my princess." I said trying to mimic the British accent and she laughed at my failed attempt. Little did she know that I wanted to be the one behind every smile on her face.
I smiled like a fool looking at the would be love of my life laughing her heart out. "So are you gonna give me the best orgasm of my life?" Asked my princess in her most seductive voice.
I looked at her like the best thing that had ever been mine, I wanted nothing more than devouring her juices.
I started off by kissing her with eagerness, licking and sucking her lips like the most favorite thing I had ever tasted, she let out a sound of pleasure muffled by my mouth sending arousal between my legs.
I cupped her clothed bosom and she gasped out of pleasure, I felt her nipples standing proud against my fingers and I wanted nothing more than to just feel them on my fingers. I sneaked my hand through her fabric and cupped her bare bosom, her breathing became deep and I loved it more than anything you could ever think of. I kissed her soft lips so delicately because I wanted to devour the moment.
We didn't need to rush because we had the whole night for ourselves. I brushed the tip of my tongue onto hers cussing arousal into my innermost being, and she breathed heavily giving me more room to access her mouth. I kissed her like there was no tomorrow as I played with her soft breast. I climbed on top of her and kissed her from her lips, to her jaw line and then attacked the crook of her neck. She moaned with pleasure hinting that I had discovered her sweet spot, I sucked and kissed until I was content that I had given her a hickey. I helped her out of her pajama shirt exposing her bust, I couldn't stop drooling over the sight in front of me. I needed to taste her nipples that's why I immediately feasted on her giving attention to every breast and she moaned louder. I was getting bothered between my legs which drove me to want more of my princess.
I kissed her nipples, her stomach, until I reached her innermost being and I slid the pajama pants off her. My princess was a breathing mess whose eyes were tightly shut and I wanted her to watch my every move. "Look at me princess." I ordered and she obeyed looking at me with lusty filled eyes. I exposed her center and rubbed one of my fingers onto her bundle of nerves and she twitched. I was sure as hell going to tease her until she begged.
I kissed her lips again because I couldn't get enough of her, I wanted to devour every part of her body. I removed my shirt and pants too and my little beautiful princess looked speechless, she traced my abs with her trembling fingers.
I moved my hand to her bundle of nerves, caressing it so softly, getting rewarded by my princesses laboured breath. I crawled on all fours until I was facing her already dripping innermost being, I wanted to taste her forbidden fruit and that's why I licked her bundle of nerves, my princess gasped as she clenched bedsheets as if her life depended on them. I teased her until she couldn't take it anymore, "please Val, make love to me." She breathlessly begged making me all weak, I was at her mercy. I devoured her most innermost being as if my life depended on it. Skylar screamed with pleasure, producing all the erotic kind of sounds I didn't imagine could come out of her mouth. "I'm going to enter you princess, tell me when it becomes uncomfortable." She just nodded her head unable to form words. I had made the mighty Skylar vulnerable, I was so proud of myself.
I inserted one of my fingers into her dripping moist treasured sacred part and my princess stopped breathing for a minute, "should I stop my love?" In response she released the breath I didn't know she was holding through her mouth, "don't stop." She commanded and there was no way I was turning her down. I was all set to offer the best night of her life, I at that moment had even forgotten of the harsh world we were living in, I had forgotten all the consequences of my actions, I only wanted to show Skylar Gaston heaven. However forbidden it was, it was the sweetest fruit I had ever tasted and I wanted more, I wanted more of Skylar Gaston even though she would never be mine. I discovered her g-spot, driving my princess to climax as her body shook in pleasure.
"Wow, that was amazing." Said my princess breathlessly. "Is there something I can do for you? I can return the favor." Suggested my princess but there was no way I was letting her given the fact that she could never be mine. "Today is all about you my love." I responded. "Can I kiss you then?" However wrong it was, it felt right. There was no way my feelings were just illusional, I liked Skylar Gaston more than just a best friend and I was glad she spent her wedding night with me in my heaven.
"What have you told Dev, about skipping your wedding night?" I asked my princess as she was playing with my fingers. "That you were not feeling well." She shyly responded and I internally rejoiced. But that was no lie, I was feeling unwell because my heart was ripped from my chest the moment she sealed the vow with Dev. The only thing I got from Skylar Gaston was her body but not her heart, yet I preferred her heart more than her body, but how could I tell her that. She hit the last nail in the coffin when she said, "thank you for helping me experience ecstasy, now I won't be afraid in front of Dev, I'm going to make him happy." My heart ached even more.
I wondered what I was even thinking in the first place. "You're the best friend every girl deserves." She concluded and I realized that I would forever be the best friend but nothing more. I loved Skylar Gaston so much, or at least I thought that I loved her but it was hurting me more than anything you could imagine. She was the thorns and I was the lost puppy amongst thorns, I mean the most beautiful thorns if at all there's one.
"You would make an amazing husband, if you were a man." She spoke in barely a whisper ripping my heart even more, it's not that I didn't know that I wasn't a man, I was content being a woman regardless of the inferiority in my society, I had never admired being a man. I wanted to be a girl who loved girls because that was who I was nothing more but I couldn't blame my best friend, afterall it was illegal im my society, you only had to be a man inorder to date a girl and I wasn't the man she needed, I was just her best friend. "Goodnight princess." I said as I kissed her lips one more time. "Goodnight too my love." She responded in her cute voice and I drifted into Dreamland with just one thing on my mind, I tasted the forbidden fruit and it was the sweetest.
