Rindou wasn't lieing about helping the girl with emotions, but it's harder than he thought. It's been a month and she still haven't learned a new emotion.
And what annoys Rindou more is that they still haven't found anything about the gang. Kazushi even went to the bounty hunters just so he could find out more, but the bounty promise keeps the guard from helping more.
And they are still pranking both Toman and Tenjiku. Which annoys the leaders so much to the point the two brothers stopped their little gang rivalry and started helping each other, like how Shinichiro told them to do. But they still haven't found the Bloody Vipers and the gang is getting bigger, and from what they've heard The Lion's pay was raised up to 300.000 yen if they do what the gang requested.
And this annoyed Rindou so much that he spent nights with his brother trying to find the Bloody Vipers. And from the fact Ran agreed to the all nighters you can guess how much the gang annoyed him too.
But right now Rindou doesn't care about that. Because right now he's spending time with a certain girl and trying to teach her emotions.
"So embarrassment is when an individual becomes conscious of a real or imagined failure to comply with social norms and fears that others won't view them as highly as a result. The ensuing embarrassment may be accompanied by feelings of awkwardness, exposure, shame, guilt, or regret" Rindou explained to the girl.
"I don't think I've felt that before" she shrugged.
"Ever?" he asked.
"Nope" Y/n answered.
"How about guilt?" Rindou asked.
"I don't know what it's like" she answered.
"It's when you regret an action" he started explaining. "When you did something and then you have a bad feeling in the bottom of your stomach. When you wish you haven't done what you did and start questioning your actions and you think about 'what if's."
"I don't know" she said. "I think I've felt that before."
"What was it like?" Rindou asked the girl who was sitting infront of him cross legged in the grass in the park.
"I'm not sure. I just know I didn't want it to happen. I still wish it didn't happen, but I'm starting to accept it" she answered as she looked into his lilac eyes.
"Do you wish you never fell down the stairs?" he asked curious.
"No" she shook her head.
"Why? It would've been better. You wouldn't have to learn how to feel basic human emotions that everyone should feel."
"I have my reasons."
"Which are?" and Rindou interrupted her before she could speak as he layed down in the grass. "And I don't care if it's long to explain. I'll listen."
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Lãng mạnHe's always the second choice. She's not a choice at all. He's stuck in his brother's shadow. She doesn't let someone else get stuck in her shadow. He doesn't know how to deal with emotions, especially not anger. She doesn't know how to feel emotion...