wlw imagines!!

~43~🤍

I had no one left. Everybody left me when I needed them the most. I was struggling so much with my mental health and I just needed someone. I had my best friend, but she was just so busy and had been on holiday with her family for two weeks, but luckily for me, she was finally coming home today. I needed her so bad.

She told me that she'd come straight to my house to see me. She knew I was struggling without her, but she didn't know to what extent. I told her a bit about how I was struggling but I didn't tell her why. I didn't want to bother her while she was busy and having a nice time.

I'd just been really upset because all of my friends cut me off and replaced me and I realised while my best friend was on holiday how dependent I was on her and how she really was the only person I had left. It seemed like she was the only one who genuinely cared about me. I was so grateful for her I just felt bad for having to need her all the time. I really couldn't cope without her, and that not how it should be.

I was having a really good day just because I was looking forward to finally seeing her after around a month. A few weeks before her holiday she'd been so busy, never having enough time for us to see each other in real life, then obviously I couldn't see her while she was on holiday. We called a lot, pretty much every day, but it just wasn't the same as her being with me. That meant it had been over a month since we last properly did something together, we saw each other a few times after, but never for long.

I was missing her so much. I was cuddled up in bed with a blanket I always stole when I was at her house because it smelt like her, obviously wearing one of her hoodies, and my fluffy pyjama bottoms to keep me warm.

She said she always found it cute when I wore her hoodies, so obviously I ended up always taking one whenever I could. Before she left, I stole two just so I'd have a backup because I knew she'd be gone for a while. I kept checking the time so often, knowing that she'd be arriving soon. I really couldn't wait.

I was listening to music with one of my headphones in, the other one out so that I could hear her walk in the house. Obviously she had a spare key. Eventually, it was getting kind of late and I was getting tired. I was laying there with my eyes slowly closing as I scrolled through apps on my phone.

Just as I was about to fall asleep, I heard the front door open then close soon after, and finally, her voice echoed through the house as she shouted up the stairs to me.

"Guess who's finally backkk!!"

I practically jumped out of bed and ran down the stairs two at a time with our blanket wrapped around my shoulders, immediately jumping into her arms and clinging onto her. She held me in her arms tightly and pulled the blanket back onto my shoulders as it began slipping off. I felt her carrying me towards the living room, relaxing on the sofa with me still in her arms.

I buried my head in the crook of her neck and settled down. I'd missed this so much. We always acted like we were dating because of how close we were. It was never weird and honestly people often mistook us as a couple, and we both understood why. She played with my hair as she placed a gentle kiss on the top of my head.

"You really missed me didn't you angel?" Her voice was soft. I'd missed her talking to me like that.

"I missed you so much." I mumbled, holding onto her tighter.

"I missed you so much aswell." She smiled, allowing me to cuddle her for a while longer.

"Please don't leave for so long again." I whispered.

"I'm not going anywhere baby, I promise you."

I eventually sat up so that I was straddling her waist, just staring at her beautiful features and smiling. I zoned out and immediately started thinking about how grateful I was to have her in my life. She treated me amazingly and always made sure I was okay no matter what. She was always there for me. I genuinely appreciated her so much.

I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard her saying my name and running her hands up and down my waist. She was smiling at me and giggling.

"You zoned out huh?"

I nodded, smiling back at her.

"What were you thinking about?" She always showed an interest in stuff I thought about and cared about. I really loved that about her. I loved everything about her.

"Are you okay?" She gently asked after I didn't answer her first question.

I nodded, but my eyes welled up at the same time, and that was when I just burst into tears, covering my face with my hands and wiping away the tears as they kept falling.

"Oh baby it's okay, I'm here now." She pulled me down by my waist so I was laying on her once again.

"Why are you crying sweet girl? Did I upset you?"

I shook my head and quietly spoke.

"I'm just so happy, I really appreciate you and I feel so lucky to have you, you're the best person I've ever had in my life and you mean so much to me. I missed you so so much while you were gone." I sobbed out.

"I'm always gonna be here angel I promise you, I know you've had a rough time lately and that's okay, I'm not going anywhere, I'm here to help baby. I know you didn't tell me how much you actually struggled while I was gone, and that's okay if you don't want to talk about it. I appreciate you so much too, always and forever." She rubbed my back and kissed the top of my head.

I just sobbed against her and felt so happy that she was finally back. We ended up cuddling all night after I fell asleep in her arms within only a few minutes, and she carried me back up to bed. I was already tired enough but the fact that I cried just tired me out even more. I know we were supposed to be best friends, but we both definitely felt more than that for eachother.

i feel like this was cuteeee

i'm too sleepy now omg

i've been getting tired so early lately like usually i sleep at 2-3am and it's literally 12am rn and i've been tired since 11pm idk what's up with me😭

ANYWAY

IDK I NEED TO WRITE MORE

YEAH

~L