wlw imagines!!

~30~🤍

(there's gonna be mentions of sh in this so if it will trigger you please skip this chapter, take care of yourselves🫶)

I stood up and stood in the middle of my room trying to figure out how to tell my girlfriend. Or maybe I shouldn't tell her. She'd probably be disappointed in me anyway. Just as I was thinking, she walked into my room and smiled at me.

"Hey love." She spoke as she lifted me into her arms, "I'm so proud of you baby." She whispered before gently kissing me.

Tears came to my eyes as I hid my face in her neck.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying sweet girl?"

I began to sob as she walked me over to my bed, sitting on the edge with me in her arms.

"You're okay love, it's gonna be okay." She gently rubbed my back, calming me down. I sniffled and managed to whisper.

"Baby.."

"What's going on?" She asked, her voice caring.

"I.. I relapsed.. I'm so sorry." I talked as quietly as I could, continuing to sob.

"Don't apologise angel, everything's okay, I know how difficult it is and I know you're trying your best, and that's all that matters. I'd rather you tell me than deal with it on your own. I'll never be mad at you for that."

I let out a small sob again, holding onto her tight. After a while of me crying, I went quiet and moved my head from her neck to her chest, closing my eyes and calming down.

"I love you." She whispered.

"I love you more."

"Before you go to sleep I need to ask you something." I heard her say.

I nodded, allowing her to ask.

"When did you do it last?"

"Yesterday." I snuggled closer to her, which was practically impossible.

"Can I see so I can make sure they're cleaned properly?"

Once more, I nodded and carefully pulled my sleeves up so that she could see. I felt her move me so that I was on the bed instead of her lap, and she grabbed some antiseptic wipes, antibacterial cream, and bandages.

"This is gonna sting my love, you can hold onto my hoodie or your teddy if you want."

I held onto her hoodie as I felt the wipe slide over my arms, making sure that they were completely clean. She then carefully spread some of the cream on my arms, before wrapping my arms with bandages and pulling my sleeves down.

"So proud of you always." She whispered, laying us down under my blankets.

i didn't know how to end this because in my notes it was so short😔

i'm gonna go to sleep now:)

im trying to write some more i just need to think of some ideas which i'm not very good at because i'm not creative😔

~L