Everything was fuzzy. I was sat in the corner with my hands covering my face as tears rushed down my cheeks. My heart was racing and everyone's voices were echoing in my ears.
I could barely breathe as I felt someone crouch next to me.
"Is there anything I can do to help?" I only just heard her voice over the loud chatter and music. I had no idea who it was but I needed someone's help.
"Please just call my girlfriend, please." I sobbed out, trying to calm my breathing but nothing was working. I just needed my girl.
"Okay we'll get her here soon."
This all happened because I went to a party with some of my friends, but there were so many people there that I didn't know. I didn't go with my girlfriend because she had to finish some work. I don't even know why I ended up it tears though, I was just sat on my own away from everyone trying to keep myself calm and then once I started crying, everyone was crowding around me. That's what led me to hyperventilating.
I stayed curled up with my head on my knees and my arms wrapped around my legs, it felt like I was there for hours just waiting for my girlfriend to arrive. Finally I felt people moving away from me and my heart was still racing. I was wondering what was happening but couldn't let people see my face. My makeup must've been smudged everywhere.
I soon enough realised what was happening though. I felt someone sit next to me and a hand on my arm.
"Baby?" I whispered.
"Yeah it's just me angel. I'm here now. Let's go and you can talk to me in the car, okay?"
I nodded and slowly moved my head up to look at her, sniffling.
"Let's get those tears wiped baby." She gently cupped my face and ran her thumbs across my cheeks to get rid of my tears, then gave me a gentle kiss on my nose, then my lips, then grabbed my hands and helped me up.
I looked down, away from everyone as she held my hand and led me out to the car. I knew everyone would've been staring at me but I just needed to get out of there. I needed her.
I walked behind her and kept sniffling, trying to calm myself down a bit before we spoke. Her thumb gently ran across the back of my hand while we walked. As soon as we got to the car, she opened the door for me and then shut it once I was in. She got in her side and turned to me.
"Talk to me baby. Why were you crying, hm?" She was careful about it. Careful not to make me upset again.
"I think it's just because there was so many people and I was on my own because my friends went somewhere else."
This annoyed her. Not because of me, because of my friends.
"Why would they leave you on your own? They know how you are around lots of people. If you go again then I'm coming with you no matter how busy I am unless you don't want me there. I wanna be able to make sure you're okay."
"I'll always want you there with me." I looked up at her with tired eyes.
"Let's get you home my love." She smiled at me and leaned over to kiss me.
While she drove us home, I managed to fall asleep with my cheek against the window and my girlfriend's hand resting on my thigh. It felt like I was only asleep for 30 seconds before my head was resting against someone's chest. Hers.
I groaned and slowly looked up as she carefully unbuckled my seatbelt.
"Hi baby. Come walk in the house with me and you can go straight to sleep when we get in I promise."
I nodded and wandered in the house behind her, struggling to keep my eyes open at that point. Her hand was obviously holding mine once again. We made it up to our bedroom where I immediately flopped onto the bed. She pulled me up again by my hands and whispered to me.
"You need to get into something comfier, come on."
She helped me into pyjama bottoms and a baggy shirt, and I got into bed again straight away. She soon got in after me and pulled me straight into her arms. I was practically asleep by then.
"I love you. And I'm really proud of you. You're safe with me. Always." She whispered before kissing my head.
I mumbled out a small "I love you so much. Thank you for being the best girlfriend in the world." Before immediately falling asleep once again.
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