Chapter 10
I was in my bed wide awake, I could feel the tears drying on my cheeks. My body filled emotions, guilt, want, despair. I was guilty because I betrayed Chris, I felt like I betrayed him. Then I feel the want or desire, when I kissed Trevor it was wonderful. The sparks ignited the sexual side of me, ever since Chris died I never had the urge to have sex, not even to masturbate. My body long for that spark Trevor has. I felt despair because I felt those emotions and needs.
I spent an hour at night when I got back mumbling I'm sorry over and over again, hoping and pleading that Chris would forgive me. Then I spent the night just staring at the ceiling lost in my own world. I can see the darkness of the night fade against the approaching morning light. My alarm clock rang loudly and I reached over and hit the snooze button. I sighed and realized it was Monday.
Shit giovannie is late for school.
I got up quickly and put on my robe and ran out my room and I took two steps at a time up the stairs. I skidded to a stop when I saw a door wide open and on the bed was Shane and a complete MALE stranger cuddled together in a blissful sleep. Clothes scattered the room and a used condom leaking of cum staining the carpet. I glared at the couple and I closed the door quietly
I'll deal with you later.
I opened the door to see Giovannie all dressed, he was tying his shoes. Tears immediately stung my eyes and I didn't know why.
“Come,” my voice cracked and I cleared my throat. “Come on Giovannie, the bus is coming.”
On cue the bus honked. I ran to the window and opened it.
“HE IS COMING, JUST A SECOND!” I turned to him and said. “Go, go,” I urged him on.
Giovannie ran out with me closely behind, I grabbed five dollars from the counter and handed it to him. “Lunch money, now go.”
I opened the door and Giovannie ran outside his backpack swinging from left to right and he made it to the bus.
The bus closed it door as Giovannie walked in there and left.
I closed the door and turned to see a blonde hair stranger in an unbuttoned jeans and a opened unbuttoned shirt and he was carrying his shoes.
“Fix yourself up, first before running out of here,” I said.
The guy fixed himself up quickly and slipped on his shoes. I opened the door and he walked out and stopped.
“Would you mind giving him my number?” he asked.
“Sure,” I said leaning against the door.
He handed me a piece of paper and left, I closed the door behind him.
I returned to my room and flopped onto the bed with every intention of staying in bed in my subdued mood.
Hours passed by, of course my family checked in on me. I just told them I was sick and they didn't come back, mom did to check to see if I needed anything and if I'm still alive.
I felt something small shaking me, I groaned and turned my face to see Furby snuggling against me at my stomach and I saw Giovannie staring at me, his chin on the bed.
I smiled softly, “Hey Hun?”
“Are you sick daddy?” he asked sadly.
“Yes, baby, I am,” I took out my hand from my covers and ruffles his hair.
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