Vansh and Roshni are college friends. Vansh was a business man who had a bad childhood with his parents having a unhealthy relationship which made him not believe into marriage or love. Roshni was a fashion designer and a girl full of life but unluc...
I don't what hurts more my pain or hers. She is right in front me crying and screaming loudly to go home. I want to take you home but the home where we will stay together.
"Stop crying." I shouted. This is the first time my voice has been raised in front of her.
She was shocked too to see me shout at her.
"Today I really wanna know what is wrong with me? Am I not good looking? Am I too skinny or too short? Am I not intelligent or successful? Do I not care for you? Do I not fit in the criteria of your list? Tell me what is it?" My voice was cracking.
"I don't know-" Her lips made a thin line.
"From past eight years I only focused on you and not any other girl. It's not like I didn't try, I did but I failed terribly. Everytime I tried to go away from you, I came more close to you. Now that I am so fucking close to you I am not able to let you go." I think all these years of frustation is going to come out all at once.
She remained quite.
"I cared for you in all situations. When no one was there to support you, I did. I cared for your family and bonded with them. I took care of them in your absence. I made sure they don't lack anything. I made sure that you are not in any problem. I rubbed my ass off just to have you. I am not even asking you to love me, my love is enough but just stay with me. If you can't kiss me then slap me. If you can't care for me just torcher me, I just want your presence Roshni." Tears rolled down my cheeks.
"I am not trying to show that I did so much for you I never intended to show it off but I have to so you can see that I am actually trying to be with you and spend life with you."
She stared at me with blind and hurted eyes. This pain was not hers, at this moment she was feeling my pain.
"I get it that your past events do not allow you to trust anyone especially a man who loves you. I have seen you obsessing over someone who didn't give a shit about you. You were so mad for him that you were going to give away your life. You can do that but you can't trust me who is trying to do everything to prove my love and have you in my life. I keep wandering behind you like a street dog and you dont even look at me. I don't like to keep you captivated here but I am scared of losing you and this fear is real." I choked on my words , breathing got heavy and my body was shaking.
I took long breathes before speaking, "You just don't want to accept that you are finally in love with someone after so many years. You are scared of getting obsessed again and losing the other person when you so in love with them. Accept it that you liked it when you were using 'my wife' position to threaten my manager, you liked that relation. Come on Roshni trust me once I swear to God if I ever make you cry, you know where my gun is just shoot me right there." I took a heavy sigh.
She was staring dead into my eyes.
She inhaled loudly, "Get out."
I didn't move.
"I said get out." This one was harsh.
I nodded in hurt and left.
I sat in the garden , front of the mansion.
It's dark now, I mean it's night and I am still outside. Roshni didn't come to see me once and I didn't knock on the door. Instead I sat on the bench and kept looking at the windows to see if she is looking at me secretly.
I didn't mind sitting here for my whole life knowing that she is still inside.
Obsession is a curse sometimes. For me it was curse all the the time.
Suddenly it started raining, not slowly but heavily. In just two minutes I was fully drenched in rain. The water was colder than Roshni. I can bear her coldness but not this. The breeze was so strong that my ears hurt. I was shivering like leaf and my vision was blurred because of water running down my head and eyes.
I felt something and I suddenly looked up at my room's window. Roshni was standing there looking at me. I couldn't see her expression because of the fog. This was the perfect moment to cry because no one can see my tears. Even I can't make out if it's my tears or the water.
I wrapped my arms around myself to control my shivering. After 15 minutes the front door opened with a loud creak.
Roshni gave me a look and walked inside. The look said 'get inside'.
I smiled to myself and walked inside.
She threw a towel towards me and I catched it. She had already heated the living room even though she stayed in the room whole day. It was for me.
I was going to say thanks but instead I sneezed.
"There's soup and coffee on the kitchen counter. Help yourself." She avoided looking in the eyes.
"Thanks Senorita." I flirted. The torcher and cold didn't stop me from flirting with my wife.
"I am going to sleep, let me know if you need something." She started walking.
"I am sorry about whatever I said earlier, I went too far." I made an apologetic face.
"It's okay, take care." She sounded awful.
No matter how hard Roshni tries to hide her feelings she can't hide them entirely. Her care can be seen in her actions and eyes. I get it darling that you are really very hurted and afraid that I will leave you alone but I will prove it to you that you and me are going to be forever.
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