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The weekend was strange.

Saturday I heard Aster in an argument over a phone call with one of her friends. The argument started getting really heated she went outside and I heard her swearing a lot.

I think mom knew she was swearing but didn't say anything about it.

The twins were spending a lot of time with eachother and talking in their room, kinda isolating themselves from everyone else.

Cerise has just been a little angry and grumpy. I feel like I've been walking on eggshells around her.

It seems like we're all having problems with friends and stuff at school.

Sunday we got little to no people show up for circle of magic. It was a couple adults who showed. There weren't any kids me or my sisters age.

And the adults who were there were mainly talking to my parents. We didn't even really get to learn or do anything. I was just with my sisters doing pretty much nothing that day.

Mom and Dad seemed busy talking with eachother or other adults and stuff who typically join us for circle of magic. It was really quiet this weekend.

I was a little disappointed because I was hoping Lumin and Amaya would show up but they didn't.

I was gonna try and talk to Lumin.

I was even practicing a speech in my head for what to say.

He said he'd talk to me if I can form my sentences properly, and if I'm able not to stutter. I've been trying to practice so maybe he can talk to me.

We have school again today it's a new week. Mom took us like usual.

Cerise and I were walking to our classes, the twins already parted their direction to their class. When I glanced at her I noticed she looked grumpy.

She glances at me.

"What are you looking at?" She scoffs.

"...you look angry." I say.

"Of course I'm angry River

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"Of course I'm angry River. Geez! Hasn't everyone been angry lately? You're so behind all the time. Titan." She scoffs.

"...are you mad at me too..?" I look down.

"No stupid. I'm not mad at you I'm mad at everything and everyone." She grumbles.

"Wouldn't that include me?" I ask.

"No. You, the twins, and Aster and mom and dad are fine. Everyone and everything else is stupid and I hate them." She grumbles.

"Aren't you mad too?" She glares at me.

"No... why..?" I ask.

"Because EVERYONE hates us. Doesn't that make you mad?" She glares.

"No... I don't feel mad. I feel sad." I say.

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