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Lost: 17

2 years later (Spring Semester)

Today was a big important day. An extremely important day. So important I am kinda internally dying because I hate how important today is.

Why today?

Oh my goodness.

I haven't gone to actual literal physical school in 6 years. Which is kind of crazy. Oh my Titan 6 years? That was fast.

How do I summarize 6 years?

Well it's been lonely that for sure. I've been getting a lot closer with my family though due to the amount of time I stay home. I've been babysitting of course to make some snails. The neighborhood really likes me, and I'm always available because I'm always home. So babysitting is honestly my only source of income.

I guess watching over the children in the neighborhood makes it a little less lonely, but it's been a while since I've connected with people around my age. A really really long while.

I've been connecting more with Otis. He's super sweet, he likes to cuddle, and that's nice having some affection from him time to time. He makes me happy.

I've been practicing flying, now that I have a palisman of course. It's not too bad. I've been using him to get around, like if I ever go out to the plaza or just around the neighborhood.

What else have I been getting into?

I feel like I've mostly been the same. Well, obviously I've matured a lot since I'm much older now. 11 was a long time ago. I'm 17 now.

I mean, I think I'm good at talking to people. I go to the plaza sometimes maybe just to be outside and I feel like I've been good at engaging in small talk with people. Usually through compliments or something.

I honestly still have not really talked to many people my age though and today I'm going to. I can do this, I feel confident. As long as I say I'm confident I'll be confident. Just push away all the negativity. Say what you want to hear and it'll come true.

I can do this.

"Awww! You look so cute in your school uniform!" Mom grins.

"Mom." I smile.

"Sorry, sorry. I'm excited for you okay, you haven't gone to school in a while. Also please keep in mind highschool is huge. And I gave you a map where all the different buildings and stuff are and the floors and stuff right? And you have your schedule..?" She asks.

"Yes mom." I say.

"Cerise! If he looks lost please help him okay?" Mom points at her.

"Yeah yeah." Cerise grabs her bag.

Cerise is a senior. Im a junior. I decided to go back to school during the spring semester of junior year.

Because I don't know if I'm ready for a full year, I'll see how just a semester is. But at the same time no I shouldn't be a coward and bail out if I don't like one semester.

Honestly it's cause I'm just a little nervous to be thrown into it all at once so... atleast it's somewhere.

"Okay stupid, let's go! You got everything?" Cerise asks.