Mommy!billie eilish x little!fem!reader
Warnings: age regression, hurt/comfort, mentions of boobs
A/n: I decided to put these two together since they are pretty much the same <3
Years
Requests: "Heyy I absolutely love your billie age regression fics! If it okay would you mind writing about fem reader just going through a bad time and has been trying to stop herself from regressing because she feels as if she's a burden to billie. Billie quickly catches on and just reasures us that we aren't a burden and all. And with alot of cuddles she gently coax us into our little state!"
"Hey! I love your age regression fics with billie. Would you be able to write a fic about fem reader feeling as if she's annoying billie by regressing. We try to stop ourself from slipping. Billie notices that we havent regressed un a while snd soon catches on and reasures us that we are so loved. With alot of cuddles and billie coaxing us, we regress. We just cuddle her like a baby koala! Alot of flufff"
Word count: 1,633
It's been about a whole month since you have last age regressed. You and Billie have been extremely busy the past few months and just couldn't find the time to do it. Billie was even more busier and stressed out than you since the album came out and had to do interview after interview. These past few weeks you have been traveling with Billie, Maggie, and Zoe since Billie didn't want to leave you behind at home, which you appreciated because you would miss her dearly. Shark is in good hands tho since y'all dropped him off at finneas's place with Claudia and peaches.
You know that Billie loves looking after you when you are little but you didn't want to burden her with it especially with all the stress and traveling she has to deal with, you couldn't put a extra thing for her to worry about on her. There were a few times where you accidentally almost slip but luckily you caught yourself before anyone noticed, so you thought. You, billie, Maggie, and Zoe were on a plane heading back to L.A. to go home. Zoe and Maggie were seating together behind you and Billie. Y'all were about to start flying out until you got a message from a close friend that they didn't want to be your friend anymore and to not contact them ever again.
You felt your heart drop and your eyes water at the information in front of your eyes. You felt yourself need to slip even more now, especially when Billie gave you a worried look. You just shook your head and buried your face in Billie's neck "tired." You mumbled into it and Billie let it go for now until the two of you got home. All through the flight Billie held you close to her and was rubbing your back and playing with your hair, knowing that these things calmed you. It was hours later when the plane landed and you felt relieved that you could finally be home. Once you got off the plane finneas and Claudia came to pick you up with peaches in the back.
You felt your face light up at the sight of the dog and ran up to the car to play with her. Billie watched you with a smile as she was putting away your things in the back of the car as everyone was piling in. You sat in the very back with peaches while everyone else sat up in the middle and front seats besides Billie. She went over everyone and got in the back with you, hee being on the right side while you were in the middle and peaches being in the left seat. Billie watched your carefully as you giggled when peaches licked your face or hand and how much your voice got even higher when you were talking to her. Billie knew you were trying not to regress and hopefully when y'all get home that you will finally drop.
It only took thirty minutes to get to Billie's house and the two of you went out the car and got your bags, waving at everyone as you two went inside. You could hear shark coming by the sound of his nails scratching against the floor and you excitedly said "sharky! Sharky!" You happily said as you got on your knees and started giggling and squealing when shark got on top of you and started attacking you with his kisses. Billie smiled when she thought you finally slipped but frowned when you realized that you were slipping. You quickly got up and avoided Billie's eyes as you went upstairs, taking y'all's bags with you. Billie decided to give you a few minutes before going upstairs to talk with you.
A few moments later, Billie went up to y'all's shared bedroom and find you sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at the floor. She could tell you cried by the redness of your face and the dried tears on your cheeks. She slowly walked up to you and bent down so she was eye level with yours. "Bunny?" She said softly as she rests her hands on both of your knees. That was one of your petnames when you were in your headspace and it always made you feel more little. You looked up in her eyes and felt them water again and soon enough you started sobbing. Billie quickly pulled you into her embrace and hugged you tightly. "It's okay bunny...let it all out...mommy is here..." she said softly as she rubs your back and presses kisses all over the top of your head.
After a few moments of you crying, you had finally calmed down enough to start telling her what's wrong which wasn't easy. "It's okay babygirl...you know you can tell mommy anything." Billie whispered as she took your face in her soft hands. She looks deep into your eyes filled with so much understanding and love for you. You nodded in her hands and took a shaky deep breath and started explaining to her about everything that has happened. "M-my friend n-Nu w-wan bes m-mys friends Nu mores...a-an d-dat hurts me....wes been bof so busys dat wen I try's to regress there's jus nu times...n-nu wan bofer chu mommy...nu wan b-be b-burden to c-chus..." you shakily said to her as another set of tears filled your eyes.
Billie felt her heart shatter at her words and she had to blink away her own tears that were forming in her eyes. "Oh babygirl...I'm so sorry about your friend but they are missing out on a beautiful friendship with you and that's their loss. And you are not a burden to me little one you hear me?" She softly said with some sternness in her voice as she grabs your face in her hands gently and looked deep into your eyes. "You are so so so loved babygirl and you will never ever be a burden to me as long as I'm alive." Billie reassured you and you felt liked crying all over again at her words. Billie stands up on her feet in front of you and bends down to pick you up in her strong arms.
"Now...why don't we go downstairs and be with shark as we put on a movie for us. How does that sound bunny?" She said with a high pitched voice as she bounces you in her arms gently. You shyly nodded against her shoulder as you are still in and out of your headspace. She smiled down at you and carried you out of the bedroom and down the stairs into the living room where shark was waiting for y'all on the couch. When he saw y'all his tail started wagging and he let out a little bark to show his excitement. You giggled and made grabby hands towards the excited pitbull and Billie let you down on your feet.
You immediately ran over to shark and gave him a big hug as he started leaving you kisses all over your face. Billie smiled at the scene before her and went into the kitchen to grab your favorite sippy cup and filled it with your favorite fruit juice. She also grabbed some of your favorite snacks to have when you were little and went back into the living room to see you and shark still playing. Billie sat on the couch beside y'all and grabbed the remote to turn on one of your favorite movies. "Here angel, i got you your sippy cup and some snacks for you." She said gently grabbing your attention. You looked beside you and saw what your mommy had in her hands and you squealed happily in excitement but quickly covered your mouth with your hands in embarrassment. "Sowwy..." you quietly said and Billie shook her head, smiling at you.
"Babygirl you have no reason to apologize. Let yourself go. You know you are always safe with me angel." She reassured you once more and you nodded, giving her a small smile. You got your cup from her and starting drinking from it as you laid your head on her plush boobs. Billie knows you love her boobs, in or out of your headspace you absolutely love them and she loves that you do. After you drank some of your juice you gently handed it over to Billie who grabbed it from you softly and put it on the table beside her. You started munching on your snacks and even offered your mommy some to which she smiled big at and accepted it, playfully nibbling all over your hand to pretend she's eating you. That caused you to laugh and squirm in her grasp as she keeps pretending to eat you.
"Mommy loves you so much babygirl and she always will. If you ever feel like you need to regress at anytime, come talk to me okay angel? I don't want you to feel like you have to hide it or keep it in okay princess?" She says and you nod at her. "I wuv chu mores mommy...an t-tank chus.." you reply to her and she gives you a kiss on your forehead which makes you melt. "You don't ever have to thank me for that baby. You know I'd do anything for you and I always want to make sure I'm treating my little baby right." Billie said and you smiled big at her. You could never be a burden to Billie, your mommy who absolutely loves and adores you.
A/n: this was a long one- sorry for the ones who waited on a little fic but I wanted this one to be good and stuff and I've been busy so I hope the anons who requested this enjoys it and I hope the rest of y'all enjoy it too! More Billie fics coming your way soon! Remember to stay hydrated and to rest! I love y'all :)
