Mommy!billie eilish x little!fem!reader
Warnings: age regression, lactation, hurt/comfort, having a mini tantrum
Warnings: would you be comfortable in writing a agere fic where little r been really sad and fussy while dealing with big emotion and needs some comfort sucking on billie's boobs? 🥺🙏 (nothing sexual cuz i think it's weird and problematic to write porn w this topic)
"W-work s-stupid!" You scream out as you slam the front door behind you making Billie jump in her spot on the couch. She wasn't that surprised by your outburst because you have been doing them a lot more recently. Work was getting overbearing and you've been stuck between your headspace and your regular mindset for a while now so you have been having trouble processing emotions, especially big ones like these.
Billie has been very patient with you but she doesn't know how much more she can take before she has to do/say something about it. She closed her laptop and got off the couch to go over to you. You were trying to take your jacket off but it wasn't coming off which made you more upset and you started crying. Frustrating tears sliding down your cheeks and down your neck making Billie's heart drop. She cooed at you and gently pulled you into her arms making you cry harder. She carefully backed up until the back of her legs hit the couch and she sat down, pulling you down on her lap.
You continued to sob in her shoulder as she held you close, rubbing and patting your back gently. "Shhh shhh...let it all out babygirl...mommy is here...she's got you..." she whispered in your ear softly before kissing the side of your head lovingly. After a few moments, all Billie could hear was the sound of your breathing and the little sniffles from your nose. "You okay now baby?" She asked as she looked down to see you already looking up at her with a tired and sad expression. You just shrug and you lay your head down onto her soft breast, making you relax a bit. Billie knew how much you loved her breast, in or out of your headspace.
"Would you like to suckle on my breast baby? Would that help you?" Billie offered and you looked up at her with wide eyes. "W-weally?" You ask, to make sure you heard her right. "Yes baby you can. Here. Why don't we put your pjs on and go in the bed and then I'll let you do it okay?" She said and you nodded. She picked you up in her arms and carried you up the stairs and got you ready for bed. Once you got your pjs on and your teeth brushed, Billie led you to the bed and tucked you in but not before going in beside you. Billie pulled you into her arms and had your head close to her breasts.
She pulled down her tank top she put on and her full breast fell free, making your eyes widen at them. You've seen them many many times but didn't matter how much you saw them, you always were mesmerized by them. Billie saw how you were looking at them and it made her chuckle. Billie lifted her left arm up so you can get closer to her side and you latched your lips around her nipple, suckling softly on them. You instantly felt calm and the anxiety you've been feeling recently washed away as you suckled on your girlfriend's breasts. This beautiful bond you had with your mommy was one of your favorites you do with her. You just feel so comforted and close to her and you knew she felt the same way too.
Soon, you felt your eyelids get heavy and your suckling becoming slower. "It's okay baby...you can rest...mommy isn't going anywhere." She reassured you once more and you nodded against her, your lips still around her breast. You felt your eyes flutter close as you fall into a deep sleep, making Billie smile. She was glad that she could help you calm down and feel safe, especially recently since you've been dealing with a lot mentally and physically. Billie leaned down and gave the top of your head a loving kiss before closing her own eyes and falling into a peaceful slumber like you.
A/n: I absolutely loved this request so much! I hope you enjoyed it anon and I hope the rest of y'all did too! Remember to stay hydrated and to rest! I love y'all :)
