Afraid

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Little!billie eilish x caregiver!fem!reader
Warnings: age regression, hurt/comfort
Request: billie × r agere fic? but like, billie regresses and wants to confess it to r but is scared of judgement, some hurt and angsty but comfort and fluffy ending!

Billie has been acting strange lately. She's been distant towards you and been kinda moody. You didn't think any thing of it at first but it never went away. You wished she would talk to you so you could help her but you didn't know how long you could wait until she comes to you first.

Billie came through the front door, slamming it shut, making you jump in your spot. "Bils? You ok-". You try to say and she cuts you off with a look. She looked like she was gonna cry and you immediately got out of your spot in the couch and took her into your arms. She started to sob immediately and you felt your chest tighten.

You led her to the couch where you gently sat the both of you down and she immediately got on your lap. Still sobbing, she clung to you while you whispered soft reassurances in her ear. "I'm right here bils it's okay...". You softly say and a while late her cries died down. Looking down, Billie was already looking up at you with a sad face and you pouted. "What's wrong bils? You can tell me anything." You reassured her and she shook her head.

"I-I'm scared y-you'll leave m-me." She confessed and you gave her a loving kiss on her forehead. "I could never leave you baby. Never ever." You said as you tucked a piece of her brown hair behind her ear. "I-I age regress...and since I was scared to t-tell you...I haven't gotten in my headspace in a while s-so that's why I've b-been acting different lately..." Billie confessed and you nodded.

You've heard about age regression before from online and some friends who do it so you know a bit about it. "Ohhhh I see. Well that's okay bils! I still love you." You said and Billie's eyes widen at your words, not believing she heard you right. "Y-you still l-love me?" She said and you giggled at her surprised face. "Of course I do silly! Just because you age regress doesn't mean I won't love you or that I think you're weird! It's just how you cope with life and stuff. There's nothing weird or wrong about that." You said while giving her a sweet smile.

Billie didn't say anything besides giving you a bone crushing hug as happy tears streamed down her face. You didn't say anything either as you hug her back just as tight, holding her close. "I love you bils. All of you." You say, breaking the silence. "I love you m-more..." she says, her voice getting higher. "Awwww are you turning little bils?" I say happily as i pull away from the hug to see your face.

She nods shyly and buries her face in your neck to hide her blushing cheeks. You giggle and hold her close once again, making her relax against you. "Do you feel comfortable with being in your headspace right now baby? I know you've been waiting for a while" you say softly as you run your fingers through her hair. "W-Wes Pwease..." she says softly and your lips turned up into a wide smile.

"Go ahead baby...you can let go." You tell her and she nods against you. For the rest of the day you spent a lot of time with Billie while she was regressed and it was one of the best days for the two of you. You were beyond happy that billie trusted you with this and you are honored to take care of her.


A/n: I hope this is what you are hoping for! I'm not that great at writing angst but I hope you anon and the rest of y'all liked it! Remember to stay hydrated and to rest! I love y'all :)

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