Billie eilish x fem!reader
Warnings: mental health, hurt/comfort
Request: Yn having depression and thought and Billie helping her cuz she been trough that too
- Billie understood how you felt and what you were going through
- she hated that you are feeling what she used to feel so deeply a while back
- at first you were kinda distant but eventually you opened up to her
- she was and is here now for you always
- if you need someone to rant to? Go to her. She will always listen
- if you need advice? Ask her and she will try her best to help you
- if you just need a shoulder to cry on? She will be there in a split second.
- Billie completely adores you and wants you to be okay
- she even got you your own journal so you can write down your thoughts
- one time it got really bad and Billie stayed at your house for days because she was worried about you and what you may do
- she knew your thoughts were getting bad but she didn't think it would escalate
- but that didn't stop her for being there for you
- when she was away she would always leave you with your favorite clothes of hers drenched in her perfume
- she would also call you as much as she could because she knew how you preferred it over texting
- while she was away, every night you put on her music to help you fall asleep
- because Billie, if you ask her, would sing you to sleep and it always help you fall asleep no matter how you were feeling
- Billie knows how bad you overthink and it never bothers her
- if you need reassurance she will give it to you gladly
- she will even give you random reassurance out of nowhere but it makes you oh so happy
- when days get extra hard she will make you get up and do stuff, even if it's the small things like brushing your hair, brushing your teeth, taking a shower, eating/drinking, etc.
- on these off days, she will do the things you like doing like, bake with you, play guitar/piano/ukulele, go on a drive with you, play with shark, etc
- she is constantly taking care of you and you make sure that even though you feel like shit that you are taking care of her
- she always reassures you that you are and that you are the best lover
- overall billie is the best person to be with when you are going through these emotions and she knows how you feel by heart
A/n: I turned these into headcannons because I feel like I could explain them better plus I didn't know exactly what to write so I just did this. Sorry if it's all over the place lol. I hope the anon and the rest of y'all enjoyed it! Remember to stay hydrated and to rest! I love y'all :)
