Leave the door open

Fake Boyfriends and a Broken heart

Jihoon keep loosing the tie on his neck. He was not used to this kind of dress. He was not used on being the center of attention. He is usually one of the audience, trying to observe, maybe there will be some kind of inspiration that he could get for the next album that he will make. Beside him was Hanbin, who clearly comfortable infront of everyone. He don't even flinch from a flash of cameras that keep of capturing them. Why do they need to take a lot of photos? Can a two of photos taken be enough? It's annoying. He shoved a hand who tries to hold his, then he realized it was Hanbin's. "Sorry."he mouthed.

"Are you okay?"  Hanbin lean closer to him so he can hear him better. With the loud noise from the people from that hall and the loud thump of his heart that was a good move. Jihoon once again fix the tie on his neck. "Is it too tight?" Hanbin reach for his tie and loosen it a bit. Both of them look around when they hear a loud squel from all of the people in that room, like they were watching a live movie infront of them. Jihoon saw how everyone was smiling clearly enjoying the view.

But at the corner of that crowd, Jihoon saw someone who he never wished to see in this situation. He was really at the corner of that squared suffocating room that no one can even notice him, but his eyes still manage to find him. Like his heart is telling him, look at the guy that you love hurting because of your stupid decision. But this time, Jihoon can't see the hurt from his face anymore. His face is blank. Looking at him with no emotion. What happen? Jihoon want to ask. Where does the vulnerable Soonyoung he knew? That was someone else. That is not his Soonyoung.

Jihoon's attention was caught by Hanbin when the latter starts talking. He break the contact from that cold eyes to look for the guy beside him. Then when he looked back he was gone. His eyes keep searching. Where is he? He want to stand up to look for him. But he can't. He can't leave the guy he dragged to this messed and let him fix this mess on his own. So, he decided to stay. He needed to stay.

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"Good morning!" everyone from the practice room look at the person who greeted them warmly. His hand in the air like he was asking for a hug. Seokmin, Seungkwan, Mingyu look at each other. They can't believe that, that greeting is from Soonyoung. He looked extra cheerful. A week ago when the dating was confirmed by the respective company and just a week ago when he's even crying while eating because of his broken heart. Then here he is, cheerfully greeting them like everything was just a nightmare.

"Do you think he totally lost it?" Seokmin asked Seungkwan. He lean closer to ask him thought that it will not be heard by the older but it was loud enough to actually be. Seungkwan just shrugged and his eyes follow his Hyung while putting his things down and getting a towel that he usually use to clean his keyboard before starting their practice.

"You can talk to us." Mingyu asked before putting a two dumplings on his mouth.

Soonyoung laughs. "Stop it guys. I am okay. Just excited that I will be practicing again. You've put up enough for me and my broken heart. I can't let you down." Soonyoung smiles while still cleaning his keyboard.

Seungkwan suddenly stands up and run to Soonyoung. When Seokmin saw that, he run after him and hugged the older. "Hyung, please hang in there." Seungkwan's voice cracks.

"Yahhhhh! I'm okay! Do you think I'm crazy?" Soonyoung tries his best to leave from the four arms that almost choking him.

Dokyeom also is sniffing trying to hold his tears back. "You still have us. Please, don't leave us"

"You two! Can you stop? I can't breath! And I will not be going anywhere!" Soonyoung took all of strenght to be free from the forceps of the vocalists that has been hanging out in the gym daily.