His Black Rose

Feeling better.

Amelia.

It's been a week now and I'm still at the hospital but today will be my last day here, I can't wait to go back home and go back to my same routine.  Unfortunately I can't go back to work cause someone thought that it would be good for me to take some time off work for a month.

I feel better now especially regarding my emotional health, Leo really did find me someone to talk to everyday while I was here. I won't lie at first I found it so annoying but now I realize that it somehow helped me and still helps me. What i went through was traumatizing and I thought that I was dying, the pain was so unbearable i cant even describe it. I really saw my life flashing before my eyes, and at that moment i was thinking...

'Is this how I'm gonna die? What about my future? Angela? I even thought about Leo, yes he was a an asshole but also my first kisser, he made me feel goosebumps like never before... damn I cried for the relationship I never had with him.. I wanted to tell him so bad that I liked him while he was holding me'

But for the past few days while i was here, i must say, me and Leo, I think our relationship improved a bit, but I'm scared to take the next step with him because I don't know if he really likes me or he's just being leo..  he's been taking the efford to spend a lot of time with me recently, taking care of me and always giving me those forehead kisses which still gives me butterflies.

Gosh I really like it when he takes care of me, the little things like fixing my pillow, getting me food, asking about my day and how I feel, the compliments...
He makes me feel safe and good about myself.

Wait why am I thinking about Leo again?

"Don't be stupid Amelia" I scold myself.

Anyway back to my therapist, she's a lovely woman named Sam.
She's so patient with me and just let me be when it's one of those days when I feel like I don't wanna talk much but just to sit there with her telling me about her stories.

"Good, you're awake. Can I come in?" Sam pops her head in while I was in my thoughts.
I nod to let her know that she can come in.

"I heard that today is your last day in this horrible place, I'm glad that you're feeling better now, but today I won't be giving you any therapy session but this doesn't mean that our sessions ends here, I'll do visits to your place so that we can continue with our sessions, how does that sounds to you?" She says all that with a small smile lingering on her face.

"Hey Sam, how are you today?" She laughs a little bit embarrassed I guess cause her cheecks turned a shade of red.

"Sorry, I was to excited that i forgot about the greetings" I giggle at her silliness, damn it's so nice to tease her all the time.

"I'm just playing with you, and yes I would like that very much Sam,  thank you."

"Alright, I would love to stay a have a normal chat with you but I have to rush sweetie, I'll see you tomorrow okay?" She says as she checks time on her smart watch.

"Okay, have a safe trip and thanks again"