The Wrong One (Destiel)

Chapter 8

DEANS POV
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Cas found out about what happened to me yesterday and the pain in his eyes when he saw me was enough to break my heart. I never wanted him to see me this way, that's why I made Sam promise not to tell anyone. I just wanted to protect him.

I'm sitting up in my bed happy that the nurses will actually let me move now. I grab the tv remote and start channel surfing. I finally lean back watching Doctor Sexy when a nurse walks in "Dean you have a visitor!" I sit up straight and look and the clock on the wall, it's eight in the morning, Sam only comes after school and mom usually doesn't show up until noon.

To my surprise in walks my tall blue eyed beauty with a giant stuffed teddy bear and more balloons than I can count. He sets everything down by my bed, pulls up a chair to sit in, and takes my hand without a word.

I'm still confused as to why he's here so early, it's only Tuesday. Even though it still hurts to talk I do my best "C-Cas why aren't y-you in school?"
He gives my hand a soft squeeze "I'd much rather be here with you" I smile at him and he smiles back. We sit there gazing into each others eyes when I realize how I must look. I'm all bandaged up with tubes coming from every where, I look weak. I quickly avert my eyes and look down at the ground in shame, I should've been stronger. I was raised to stand up for myself, to fight, but the one person I should've stood up to ruled over my life for far too long and all I can feel is shame.

I let go of Cas' hand "Dean?" i hear the pained sound in his voice as he reaches to turn my head to face him, I resist but it hurts too much, so we sit there gazing into each other's eyes again "Dean Winchester I don't care how much pain you are in or what running through your mind but I recognize that look in your eyes. The shame and self hatred, it's all there and I want it gone. You are a strong individual no matter what you think and you need to love yourself for who you are."

I sigh as I realize he's right but then something that he said really catches my attention "How could you tell all that just by the look in my eyes?"

He sits back in his chair "I use to have the same look" he seems so nonchalant about it. "Dean please don't give me that look"
I'm taken aback "what look?
He sighs "the look you just gave me, the pity look please don't. I don't need pity, the past is in the past I've learned to deal with it" I want to ask what exactly happened but I know i shouldn't so I just nod and we sit there watching tv. I reach out for Cas' hand an he takes mine in both of his.

I try to concentrate on the show but I can't keep my eyes off of Cas. His hair is a complete mess but it somehow works for him, his shirt and jeans are wrinkled and then I notice it's a FOB shirt that he's wearing and I can't help but smirk a little because Patrick Stump is a babe. His eyes are as beautiful as ever but there's deep dark bags under them as if he hasn't had a good nights rest in ages. I feel a twinge of guilt realizing it's probably my fault for just disappearing on him for two weeks but it try to shake it off. I can't help but to admire his beauty and then he smirks "why don't you take a picture it'll last" he turns and winks at me. I instantly start to blush "what were you thinking about Dean?"

He's smirking at me again and my blush deepens "I-I well uhm I was just you know uhm..." I'm lost for words for just a moment "I was just enjoying the view" this time I'm the one smirking while his face turns bright red.

He's really cute when he's flustered... "Thank you Dean"
My eyes go wide "did I say that out loud!?" He nods and we both burst out laughing. When our out burst is finally over we both look up and make eye contact, I start to lean in and so does he. I'm finally about to kiss him when the door opens and my mother comes bouncing in.

We both jump back and share a look then I look over to my mom she has a huge smile on her face and fresh flowers in her arms to replace the old dead on on my side table. There's still a giant bruise on the side of her face where John slapped her but she really doesn't let it affect her mood "Hi boys! Sorry I'm late dean there was a bad car accident that I just couldn't get around! I really hope nobody was hurt...anyways Sam won't be stopping by today he has a big project due tomorrow so he's staying home to work oh and I talked to the doctor and he said since you're recovering so fast you can come home tomorrow morning but you need to take it easy at home for another week or at least until you think you can handle going back to school" she stops for a breath and looks at Cas "Castiel shouldn't you be in school?" She's using her mom voice now and trust me she can be a scary mom.
I can tell Cas is trying to come up with some sort of excuse but I beat him "He came by and was telling me about what I missed in class since Sam has been bringing my home work back but I don't know what I'm doing so Cas is going to tutor me!" I give her a big smile hoping she believes me, I don't need her making Cas leave or worse, her taking him back to the school!

"Oh well in that case thank you so much Castiel, Dean really needs the helps. He is kind of slow at times" I frown and attempt to tune out her rambling as she talks to Cas.

•••••SWITCH TO CAS' POV•••••

Deans mother is quite the chatter box but I really don't mind. She tells me stories about Dean when he was a kid and all the silly things he did. As a baby he'd giggle like crazy when you blew on his belly, he absolutely had to have his rubber ducky with him at bath time, and she even showed me a picture of a chubby little Dean wearing a shirt that says I Wuv Hugs.

Mary and I are laughing and really just making fun of Dean as he sulks on his hospital bed but once in a while is catch him smiling and laughing with us. I haven't laughed this hard in so long it feels good. I'm having the time of my life a and really there's pretty much nothing in this world that could ruin my mood.

I feel my phone vibrate and look to see that I have 17 missed calls and 12 voicemails from Gabriel, I look at the time and realize it's almost 9 O'clock! I stand up saying I have to go. I get a big hug from Mary and I give Dean a quick kiss on the cheek before I start walking to the lobby listening to one of the voicemails from Gabriel "Castiel as soon as you get this voice mail call me back immediately!" It's sounds like he was crying so I stop in the lobby and quickly dial his number, as I hold the phone up to my ear I look around and spot Gabriel sitting in a chair shaking and crying.

Oh god please no....

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*Let me know what you guys think I feel like I'm forcing too much stuff into the story too fast but I really hate fillers an I like action/drama/exciting chapters! Anyways I hope you liked this cuz seriously if you don't, tell me I'm sooo open on fixing things and what not*