Thoughts of a Quiet Girl

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"How are you?"

"I'm okay."

You know whenever someone asks you 'How you are' you sometimes say you're okay? How does it feel to be 'okay'. I mean when someone asks me 'How are you?' I of course reply with "I'm okay" or an I'm good", which is like a fancier version of Okay.

I don't know it's like a dream of mine to know what being Okay is like. I have learned that it's easy to feel Happy or Upset, because those feelings are usually caused by things occurring at that exact moment. Feeling Okay though, is like looking at everything that is happening in your life at that moment, and being perfectly content with every part of it. Loving every thing that is occurring in your life. I want to know how that feels, because describing it is not the same as knowing the familiarity of feeling Okay. So yes I am 'okay', but not really, I am secretly waiting. No one as to know that though