Thoughts of a Quiet Girl

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I don't want to say you don't care

That's far form the truth

If you didn't care you wouldn't put up

with all the shit I put you through

But actions speak louder than words

and sometimes you don't act

Like I mean that much to you

And if I could openly trust you I would

if it was that simple it'd be great

But I'm scared about what will happen once you're gone

And I'm scared that June will replay in current time

I don't want you gone, oh god, Do I not want that

I want things to be better, the fights to be gone

I know those are mostly my fault, but I'm trying

And your hesitance in wanting me again, it's terrifying

Because you could stay and things could get better

or you could leave, and say well it was never anything serious

And I'm scared, I'm so scared

Because I'm in love with you, and what if you end up being not in love with me...