Chapter 34: I dont know what to call this pt.3

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Frank decided to go to school the next day.

His day alone with Gerard was really lifting his spirits, and he knew he needed to get back, otherwise his hard work all year would go down the drain.

It was hard, and he really didn't want to see that girl, but he knew he didn't have a choice.

It didn't help that Jamia wasn't going to be there, he had Ryan, but Ryan was acting super weird and overly protective of him now.

Jamia would just be there for him, not constantly ask how he was feeling, or if he needed anything, and that's what he needed.

Ryan's heart was in the right place, and Frank wasn't mad at him for it, he was just annoyed.

Not to mention everyone asked him about it, because apparently that girl was very well known, and is 'hard to get with'.

Frank didn't believe that part at all, if she would drug someone to fuck them, she would probably jump on any dick that was willing.

Of course he didn't want them to know what really had happened, so he just waved it off as he was drunk and didn't remember it.

That of course caused the cheating rumors, because they had all seen him with a guy at the school dance, they had seen him kissing him, and never heard of a break up.

Frank wanted to lie and say they broke up, but he couldn't find it in himself to do it, he didn't want to lie to people because of something that girl did.

It would be easier to tell the truth, but he knew no one would take him seriously, and that would hurt worse than lying.

"Frank are-"

"I'm fucking fine, Ryan!" Frank snapped as Ryan sat down at his lunch table, startling the other. "Fuck, I'm sorry- just please." Frank pleaded, his eyes desperate.

"I'm sorry." Ryan mumbled, and Frank sighed as Ryan rested his head against his shoulder.

"I'm sorry for snapping at you, I'm just frustrated."

"I'm sorry for being an annoying little shit."

Frank wanted to argue that, just for the sake of Ryan's feelings, but he didn't.

Ryan was being an annoying little shit, and hopefully now he wouldn't be.

"Do you want my salad?" Frank changed the subject. "I'm not hungry."

Ryan eyed him nervously, Jamia having told him Frank wasn't eating much.

"Gee made me a big breakfast this morning, I really am not hungry, you can ask him."

It was true, Gerard had made him breakfast that morning and Frank had ate a lot of it.

"Okay." Ryan mumbled and accepted the food. "But if you're lying."

"Ask him, Ryan."

Ryan didn't respond, but he was definitely going to ask Gerard about it later, that way if Frank was lying, Gerard could at least know and feed him later on.

"Do you have to see her next period?" Ryan mumbled as he chewed away at the salad. "I'll skip with you if you want."

"Yes, and no, Ryan that's fine." Frank sighed, dread filling his body at the thought of seeing her so soon. "I can't just hide from her forever, I have to move on with my life, what happened, happened, I can't change it."

"Well if you change your mind, just text me."

Frank nodded in understanding and sipped at his water, going over what he wanted to say to her if she were to talk to him.

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