It was too much for Mikey.
His whole world is black, including his heart.
He has trouble sleeping, eating... Smiling...
He hasn't been happy for over a decade now.
And the Bonten executives noticed that.
They might be criminals, but they can still w...
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What are you doing to me Mikey?
I was supposed to only take care of you, I wasn't supposed to grow a fondness for you.
I never felt like this before towards anyone. How could I? I always took care of people around me, I was too busy to catch feelings.
I was busy stressing myself out about things that shouldn't even be my business. I was always too busy to take on the burden of everyone else around me, I was too busy playing the 'mother' role that I never had.
Izana always told me to only give a fuck about people who are worth to give a fuck about. He told me to only care about those people. So I only cared about him and Kakucho. They were my only family.
Fuck those people who adopted me, I had to play the 'daughter' role for them because they couldn't fucking accept that their little girl was gone. They took me away from my family so I could live a life as someone else. It was horrible.
I couldn't wait to get away from them. I wanted my real family. They weren't blood either but they were worth to give a fuck about.
But then Kakucho asked me to take care of you. You came into my life.
I was supposed to only be a caretaker, to play my 'role' as the caretaker.
I just had to keep up this fake persona and I would've been fine.
I didn't care about anything. I didn't flinch when you shot me, even tho it hurt like a bitch. There was no reason to flinch, because I didn't care. It didn't matter if I lived or died as long as I did what Kakucho told me to do.
I just had to keep smiling and keep the role of the caretaker.
But you slowly became worth to give a fuck about.
I only listened to Kakucho, that's all I should've done. He was my only family left.
So why couldn't I say no to you making me do more and more work everyday?
Why was I fine with working overtime for you?
Why was I fine with not being able to sleep?
I wanted to ignore you, but I just couldn't.
I thought I saw sick. I went to med school but I never heard of a sickness like this.
I had to google it, and it only gave me the stupidest answer possible: I was in love.
That's bullshit. I can't be in love, I have to keep myself to this role. I have to stay the caretaker. That's my only job. My only purpose...
