One day, she just left and never came back.why would she leave me here? I thought a mother was supposed to never leave her children. She left me with a moster, and she knew he was one .Why me? Why me. I thought she loved me and was always here. She left me in this nightmare house. Is this a dream ? I wish it was, but no, this is real. She gone and left me with the most evil person I know. Was i not enough for as a daughter. Am I good enough for anyone. Did she ever love me? I don't think she ever loves me. Did she ever want me? I guess she never wanted me. Was I that bad? Will anyone ever want me?. Why does this life have to be mine?. I thought she really cared about me. I know now she never did. Why leave me? Why didn't you take me with you?. I really hate her . My heart is broken. Will it be fixed ? How much more of this life can I take? It's too much. I have lost too much already. How much of this abuse and feeling like this can I take. I feel so alone nobody really cares. The whole world is against me. Why does life have to be like this?. Why does people hurt me ?. Is there anyone i trust? Nobody I can trust all people do is hurt me. Am I the problem? Am i the one who's done wrong? . Mother or should I say the person who left . Will you let me live like this? Do you ever feel guilty for leaving me ? I don't, I will ever forgive you for leaving. I dont think u deserve me . Even though I am lonely, I don't want to even see you again. I will mark my words. I don't have a mother, and I don't want to see you ever again.
