It has been 10 or so years later since everything happened. I moved out of that nightmare house years ago . But I still feel like I am still there and I have a nightmare. I am still there that won't go away . When I physically left that nightmare house, I was in a real mess . I turned to Alchol and drugs . I still do with the alchol as it nums the pain. I would. I could stop thinking how much people hurt me . My father now owns a nursery called the Knight Nursery. I have been told I have to work here as the deputy manager. All I have to do is help someone called Majorie run the nursery. I plan on being the evilest person they have seen . I am so wicked they don't what to expect from me. I will keep to myself. I don't want anyone getting too close to me as people do hurt me. The day has arrived. I will make an entrance like no other. I will be mean and ruthless. The staff have no idea what's in store for them . I am evil and mean . That's the way I like it. I have a shild around my heart. People are so hateful. I don't care if people don't like me. I dispise all the staff they get on my nerves. You may not like me, but it doesn't bother me . The staff does not like me at all . I am a villain. People don't like me . That's better than my heart getting hurt. I have to protect myself. Protecting myself is the best way . This world is so hurtful that I don't need any more pain than I have to deal with every day. I am ruthless, and I love it. I am strong, and nobody or thing will get to me . I don't care what people say about me. I will hide my feelings away. I have too much hurt. Anyway, I am what I am . If you don't like it, then tough. I don't care anymore. I don't like people. Maybe I should give them a chance .
