Father, did you ever love me once?. I know you never did . If you did, you would never hurt me. You would never be an evil person. You wouldn't love money more than me. I wish I was a better daughter. Did you ever want me? Did you ever care?. I know I will never be good enough. Why do you make us live like this?. Do you hate us that bad you would want to hurt us. What more do you want from me? What more should I take from you . You are a monster. I am not afraid anymore. I must stand up for myself. Will I ever be enough? Will I be the daughter you want?. Will you ever realise what you have done? Will I realise I am good enough?Will you ever be a good father?. I never had a good father. All I got was a moster. Living in this house with you is a nightmare. Will life ever be happy. Am I ever going to recover from this dream? Oh wait, I am still living this dream. I want to wake up happy but I don't think that would happen. Will you ever stop abusing me? I can't take any longer. Its too much. I want this world to stop.i want you be proud of me. Evil so much in this world. Evil people are destroying me inside.i am not a punching machine where everyone can keep hurting me. Being evil, nobody will hurt me. I let anything get to me .I have to be strong. It's too hard . I must protect myself. I mustn't let anyone get close. Nobody there. Its just silence. People are horrible. I am lonely evern around people. I all on my own. I am so depressed I could just all so I don't have to face my life. I wish my thought were happy. I have such dark feelings. Feelings that won't go away. I beg the feelings to go away. They are stuck to me like glue . Feelings go away.
