I don't know when I started liking you more than a sister. I know nothing can happen between us. I like you like a lover. You just want to know what I want. I am looking for in a lover. But I know you are with my brother. I love you so much. I bet you don't even notice that I do. I know this may seem weird. I really love you. I don't know. I feel the same.but I don't think I would tell you as I am afraid of you rejecting me . I know how I feel about you. I know deep down we could never be together. Maybe you only see me as a sister . The pain of rejection is more painful then telling you. I will keep this too myself. I not good emotions . I hope emotions. They terrify me more than anything. I don't think I will tell you because emotions would come with it . I really hate when people get emotional. It makes me want to be sick. Nobody get to me I am strong. I will never get emotional I would keep it inside. I won't tell you I fancy you and I wish we could be together. I like who dose that . Do I know you would never be interested in me .Maybe deep down I know but I would never admit it. I will only keep how I feel to myself so nobody knows. It's better way . People have find out themselves. Emotions I believe make you weak . I do like you alot. I really hope you never find out . You would never understand why I do . I like how things are . I don't need anymore hurt jn life. I already have alot of hurt.
