I have been throwing up for weeks. Maybe there is something wrong. Wait a minute, my period late that never happens. I must take a pregnancy test . There are 2 pink lines on it. I am so shocked. I wanted to keep this baby. I am happy inside.
But I am scared it won't last long. I said, "My sweet, come here. He said yes my love." I showed him the pregnancy test and told him I wanted to keep our baby. He smiled at me . We are both happy we look at the test . I know I don't get to be happy because happiness doesn't last with me.
I know I deserve happiness. I just hope it lasts . This pregnancy is making me sick, but I can handle it. I told Winter, Can we keep my pregnancy a secret I not ready for people to know yet ."" I really can't wait to be a mum . I never had a mum growing up . I didn't always want children until I met winter.
I try not to get too excited because I am really scared. I am afraid I won't be a good mum as I never had to look up to . I love this baby already. Will this happiness last . I don't want any more hurt. This baby is mine and winters love for each other. Winter makes me so happy. He is my rock he always there for me on my up and down days . Will this be our happy ending in life . Our little family . I am concerned because I am an overthinker. I hope everything will be fine.
