I love you || Billie Eilish

Chapter 1: I didn't think

After the "Where do we go, world tour" ended because the fucking COVID-19 started, we got home back to LA.
I was with Billie at her tour of course.
I was unpacking my stuff and Billie was just chilling.
"Finally home" - Hazel
"Yeah" - Billie
"I need to sleep" - Hazel
"Noo. You can sleep later" - Billie
"Finee" - Hazel
"Tour was good even though it ended" - Billie
"Yeah. Now we don't have to see each other all the time" - Hazel
I laughed
"Oh are you sure about that?" - Billie
She got up from the bed and I stepped back.
"Yeah. You should stay away so I don't get sick" - Hazel
Then she started walking towards me, I tried to run out of the bedroom but she catches me.
We fell on the floor and she tickles me.
"Okay stop!!!" - Hazel
We laughed so hard that my stomach was hurting.
"You will never get rid off me" - Billie
"Of course not. What do you think, what Maggie has done for dinner?" - Hazel
"Don't know but I know it's delicious" - Billie
She got up and helped me to get up. I put on my mom's old hoodie and we headed to kitchen.

"What's up Hazel!" - Finneas
"Hi Finn!!" -Hazel
I run to hug him even though we literally saw each other just a couple hours ago, but it felt like we haven't seen each other in years.
Then I noticed Maggie and Patrick.
"Hi fam. What are we eating?" - Hazel
Maggie was staring at me
"Umm mom. Should we eat?" - Billie
"Yeah. I just-" - Maggie
I know what she was thinking. I look a lot like my mom and I have this hoodie on. It's almost been 13 years since they died.
"I miss her too" - Hazel
We sat down at the table, we had incredible dinner and we talked a lot.

Billie told us that the rest of the tour was canceled not even in the future so next tour will be something different.
Finneas brought Claudia too of course, she is family also. So we talked for a little.
Billie went to answer a call from Laura I think. When she got back she looked pretty mad.
"You kissed a girl when we were on the tour?" - Billie
She looked at me, ignoring everyone else.
"I don't know what you mean" - Hazel
"You flirted with a girl who first was a fan and then you kissed her?" - Billie
"No it's not like that" - Hazel
"Hazel! Do not lie to me! I literally saw a picture of you and her kissing" - Billie
"Jesus it was a one kiss!! It didn't mean anything!" - Hazel
"Of course it did to her. What did you think!" - Billie
"I didn't think. I was drunk" - Hazel
"What?" - Billie
"Yeah. I was drunk and she was there, I didn't know she was a fucking fan!" - Hazel
Everyone else was just in shock and silent, clearly know that when me and Billie fight they can't do anything.
"Oh god Haze!? It's not like you to go off and kiss a random girl!" - Billie
"Don't. You know damn well that I was drunk that day and alone cause you weren't there" - Hazel
"Oh so it's my fault?!" - Billie
"I didn't say that" - Hazel
"What the hell Hazel? Why did you do that" - Billie
"I wasn't thinking straight and it was just a kiss. No big deal" - Hazel
"Hazel. The internet is going crazy" - Billie
"Yeah well. I can do what I want. I'm not a famous. They post that stuff because I'm friend of yours and close to this family. I mean nothing to them or anyone else!" - Hazel
"Haz-" - Billie
I cut her off.
"I need some air" - Hazel

I went out and sat on the ground.
I heard the door open and someone sat down next to me.
"I told Billie not to follow" - Maggie
"I'm sorry" - Hazel
I broke down and Maggie started rubbing my back.
"Hey sweetie. It's okay" - Maggie
"It- it just was a hard day and I- I got pretty drunk because of it" - Hazel
"Yeah I know and it's okay. We got this. I know that THE day is coming and you are struggling, but I'm here and not leaving" - Maggie
She hugged me and I was just crying.
"Billie wants to talk to you. Is it okay?" - Maggie
"Mhm. Yeah" - Hazel
Maggie got up And went inside and Billie came out.

She sits beside me.
"I'm sorry Hazel. I don't know why I was so mad" - Billie
"I swear it was just a kiss. I was having a hard day, got drunk and that girl was nice" - Hazel
"Yeah I know. We'll figure it out" - Billie
She pulls me closer to her and I put my head on her shoulder.
We sat there for a while in complete silence.
"You know I love you right?" - Billie
"Yeah. I love you too" - Hazel
"Tomorrow let's go to the beach" - Billie
"Okay" - Hazel
We continue to sat there, I was now sitting between her legs and my head resting on her shoulder.
I feel so safe in her arms.
All the sudden someone comes out.
"Oh sorry for interrupting but me and Claudia are leaving. See ya guys" - Finneas
Billie didn't turn around but I looked Finn.
"Bye" - Billie
I waved and he left, so I got comfortable once again.
"We should go to sleep" - Billie
"Mhm. I'm tired" - Hazel
We got inside and went straight to sleep.
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