I love you || Billie Eilish

Chapter 10: Home sweet home

Time jump:
I get released today!!
Billie came early to company me but no one else could come cause today started new rule only one visiter.
This corona sucks, it's only matter of time before no one can visit into hospital or even be outside.
Doctor came in, we were wearing masks.
"You ready to leave?" - Doctor Lisbon
"Ready!" - Hazel
"Good good. Paper work is done, you are free to go. Just remember be safe and don't get yourself too tired and don't work out! Don't get your heart beat up or beat faster" - Doctor Lisbon
"Does it mean no s-" - Billie
I cut her off
"Thanks for everything doc" - Hazel
"Of course" - Doctor Lisbon
He left the room.

My stuff was already packed and Billie hugged me.
"You are getting released baby!!" - Billie
"Yay!!!" - Hazel
"But really does that mean no sex?" - Billie
"My heart beat can't handle the way you do things to me. But still I can do whatever I want to you" - Hazel
I smirked
"Let's get out of here!" - Hazel
I tried to take my bag but Billie took it first.
"I can carry it" - Hazel
"No ma'am" - Billie
"Fineee" - Hazel

We walked out of the hospital and I took a deep breath.
"I'm free!!" - Hazel
"That sounds like you were in jail or something" - Billie
She laughed, I took her by her hand and we made our way to her car Dragon.
I got into a passenger seat and Billie on the driver seat.
"Let's go home" - Billie

We drove off, we listened music and just enjoyed.
She put her hand on my thigh.
I push it away and immediately when I did that she looked at me quickly.
She put it there again and once again I pushed it away.
Then she pulled over and turned to look at me
"What are you doing?" - Billie
"Umm siting" - Hazel
I know what she meant but I have my reasons.
You know your heart beats faster if you are nervous, so yes I still get nervous when she touches me or looks at me very closely.
"My hand placement is on your thigh, so why did you pushed it away?" - Billie
I didn't answer.
"So why-" - Billie
I don't know why she didn't finish her sentence.
Then she put her hand on my thigh and moved it up.
I got very nervous but in a good way.
I tensed up.
"I got it. You are still nervous. You still get nervous around me" - Billie
"N- no that's not true" - Hazel
"It's either that or then you-" - Billie
"Nooo. I want you, trust me. It's just that okay, you make me nervous and that makes my heart beat faster" - Hazel
"Wow. Good to know. But I still wanna put my hand on there, I promise I won't do anything else" - Billie
"Okayyy" - Hazel
Then we started driving and she put her hand on my thigh again.

We got home, Maggie and Patrick were out somewhere.
We got in and Pepper runs to the door. Billie took my bag to my room.
"Hi Pepe" - Hazel
She laid down by my feet but it still hurts so I can't bend down but I still tried.
"Ahh fuck!!" - Hazel
Billie runs over to me
"What happened!? Are you okay" - Billie
"I tried to pet her but it hurts" - Hazel
"Well of course it hurts, you had surgery about 5 days ago and you still have those bruises" - Billie
"Yeah well" - Hazel
"Come on baby" - Billie

Time jump(I'm lazy): next day
I was laying on my bed, it's so comfy.
"I don't wanna leave, I love you" - Hazel
"The bed or me?" - Billie
"My bed of course" - Hazel
She put her hand on her chest like she pretended to be hurt.
"And you too" - Hazel
She laid down next to me. I put my head on her chest and she kissed my head.
"Can you kiss me" - Hazel
"Just kiss" - Billie
"So you are saying, you don't want me?" - Hazel
"No no I am not" - Billie
She started to be a little bit worried.
I laughed
"It was a joke" - Hazel
"Thankgod" - Billie
"But still, I want you to kiss me and maybe more" - Hazel
"And you say I'm horny" - Billie
"Please, I promise I will be fine and plus I want you. You are not like everyone else" - Hazel
"Okay" - Billie
She lifted her self up so she was almost on top of me but she didn't want me to get hurt.
She kissed my lips, moved to my jawline and then made her way to my neck, leaving trail of marks.
I moaned and I felt her smile.
Then she got up and left my room.
I followed her out of my room.
She was sitting on a couch.
"Umm what the fuck" - Hazel
"Bay back is a bitch" - Billie
She smirked
"Oh fuck you!!" - Hazel
I flipped her off and went back to my room.