Chapter 6: its okay

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Billie's pov:
Me and Finn went outside to talk and Hazel stayed inside, she is nervous.
"Soooo" - Billie
I didn't even get to say anything when Finn just blurted it out.
"You guys are together?!" - Finneas
"Shhh. Keep it down" - Billie
"Is it true?" - Finneas
"Yes. We are together" - Billie
"Since when?" - Finneas
"Since Kauai" - Billie
"I didn't even know that you like her, I knew that she is into you because it was obvious" - Finneas
"It wasn't that obvious" - Billie
"What do you mean. We all can tell that she liked you. Ohhhh you didn't know" - Finneas
"No I didn't. I have been liking her for a while now but I don't know yet about myself" - Billie
"I get that. So that's why you keep it secret?" - Finneas
"No, we want to take it slow" - Billie
"I get it. It's cool. I have always liked Hazel, she is cool and kind" - Finneas
"Yeah I know" - Billie
"We should head back inside before they come here" - Finneas
"Right" - Billie
We went back to inside, everyone was talking except Hazel. She was looking so nervous.
"We are back" - Billie
I sat down next to Hazel, giving her a slight smile.
"What were you talking about" - Patrick
"About Billie's new song" - Finneas
I have no new song??!
Hazel turned to look at me, confused but I just nodded.
"What's it about" - Maggie
"Just stuff" - Billie
"We should see tomorrow and write more?" - Finneas
"Yeah sure" - Billie
"You act weird, why" - Claudia
"It's nothing" - Finneas
Hazel hasn't said anything, she is just eating.
I noticed mom staring at her.
We continued eating and talking about stuff.
Hazel was already done eating.
"Thanks for dinner. I'm going to my room, not feeling well" - Hazel
"It's okay. I'm going to check on you later okay?" - Maggie
She nodded and just walked away.

Hazel's pov:
Tomorrow is the day.
13 years ago my mom and dad were in a car accident and they died.
I know Billie didn't remember but it's not her fault and what song?
Finneas does know about us, I saw it on his face.
I laid down on my bed and listened songs.
After a while I heard a knock on my door and I sat down.
"Come in" - Hazel
"It's just me" - Maggie
She closed the door and sat next to me
"Do you want to go together tomorrow?" - Maggie
"If it's not a problem" - Hazel
"I want to go with you. We get some flowers on the way to graveyard" - Maggie
"Okays thanks" - Hazel
"I know it's hard when the day comes but we'll get through this together" - Maggie
"Does it ever get better or easier" - Hazel
"I don't know. You lost them at young age. Do you still see your therapist?" - Maggie
"Yeah. She wants to talk about my feelings, depression and anxiety" - Hazel
"That's good" - Maggie
"Yeah. It's hard to talk about stuff" - Hazel
"I know. Do you want me to wake you in the morning?" - Maggie
I nodded and she gave me a hug.
"If you need anything, we are just in the living room" - Maggie
She walked out of my room and closed the door.

Time skip
I'm feeling tired so I tried to get some sleep.
I don't know what time is it, Maybe a midnight.
I heard my door open and close.
Then someone climbed on my bed.
I turned around and it was Billie.
"Sorry I didn't want to wake you up" - Billie
It's so calm when she whispers.
"It's okay. I wasn't a sleep" - Hazel
"Oh. Want to cuddle?" - Billie
"Yeah. But Maggie is waking me up in the morning" - Hazel
"It's okay. She has seen us sleep in the same bed. Why is she waking you up?" - Billie
"We are just spending time" - Hazel
"Oh well that's good. You don't have to be alone when I'm going to the studio" - Billie
"What's that new song Finn was talking about" - Hazel
"He was talking about you but I'm writing song now so when I get home I could play it to you" - Billie
"I would love that" - Hazel
She kissed me on the forehead and we fell asleep after awhile.
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