𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗

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NOTE- I have changed Adela’s name to Amara and Raden's to Revaz.







When Liam had texted Amara he realized he didn't exactly know what he was going to tell her. They decided to meet up later in the day to chat and drink some coffee.

He plopped down on his bed and sighed. What did this mean for him? He wanted to kiss his best friend who was a guy.

The thought exited him but it also scared him. A lot. He wasn't straight. Liam wasn't exactly shocked about his sexuality since he's never actually been attracted to any girls at all. The only person who he thought was beautiful had alwavs been Zayn.

The only person who made his heart flutter, and his cheeks blush had only been his best friend. How had Liam not realized this before?

But was he gay? Or..?

He wondered how he can figure it out.

Maybe he was attracted to girls but he just didn't meet any that attracted him. His mind ran back to Bella and he shuddered.

The way she had tried to make him like her was horific but despite all of her efforts Liam had never felt the urge to do anything with her or pursue her. That doesn't mean she wasn't pretty but she just didn't appeal to him. But now Liam knew how ugly she was in the inside and really wanted nothing to do with a girl like her.

Or any girls.

Did that mean he could like other guys?

The thought of liking anyone who wasn't Zayn made him uncomfortable. He decided the best way to know was to look up celebrities and see if he thought they were attractive to him.

He looked up girls again to make sure, but as he thought he didn't feel anything at all. They were all very pretty but not what he preferred.

Then he looked up men and scrolled through the pictures. He stopped at one and really stared at him. He didn't know who it was, he figured he was a model. But what made him stop was the fact that he reminded him of Zayn.

His black shirt was unbuttoned and his toned chest was the main focus of the picture. Liam looked at his face and realized that this man was very handsome. He looked back at his chest before groaning and throwing his phone over his head.

So he could be attracted to other guys. But he didn't need to be because he had Zayn so he decided no more looking at shirtless celebrities.

Liam sipped on his coffee as he waited for Amara to come. Glancing around the small cafe he smiled, feeling contented. There was soft melody of Stardust playing in the background and everyone in the cafe just looked very peaceful which made Liam happy.

He had done a bit more research to confirm his sexuality for himself and feel at ease and now he was sure of his feelings.

He was gay and he liked Zayn.

He wanted Zayn to be the first person he tells about his new found discoveries but he was also terrified of his best friend's reaction. And there was the part where he also had to tell Zayn about his feelings and he definitely wasn't ready for that one yet.

"Hi Liam." He looked up to see Amara and smiled at her

"Hey."

She sat down from accros him and he slid her coffee, that he had ordered for her, to her and she gave him a grateful smile. Liam looked at Amara and realized she looked different. Her dark skin was glowing and her eyes were twinkling with happiness.

"Did something happen?" He asked with a small smile and she looked away, biting her lip.

"Revaz and I..." She whispered looking around and Liam's eyes widened.

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