finding ourselves again

chapter 37

       Edward pov

I hurried and took off my seatbelt and got up and went to her.

"Baby, please find somewhere and pullover!" I told her. "No, Mason! No! I, I.." I put my hand on her shoulder.

"Listen to me baby please! You need to find a place and pull over because now your building! Come on please!" She nodded her head.

She found a place and pulled over and I hurried and took her inside the camper and locked the door behind me and took her to our bedroom.

The minute I put my hands underneath her shirt she collapsed against me.

Oh fucking hell! Then she just lost it on me and I had to hurry and catch her and I just laid us down on the bed.

"You do blame yourself for all this!" She nodded her head. "I'm not leaving you Bella because it's not your fault none of it! Hell not even for you leaving me like you fucking did! Oh God! It's not your fault baby! I don't blame you at all for this!" I told her.

"I brought you here didn't I and where am I right now fucking now Bella?" I asked her.

"Here!" She told me. "What is it going to take for you to believe me then Bella! Because to be honest I have been trying to get this through your head since I found you even though I broke up with you once, but I'm still here damn it!" I told her.

"I'm sorry Mason! I really am! Look at my track history and then my memories being completely wiped away like that and now the way my memories are all fucked up and twisted from yours I'm fucking scared of losing you that all you ever we're to me is a dream okay! It terrifies the fuck out of me." She finally told me tears fell from my eyes.

"Oh my fucking God and you been trying to tell me this whole fucking time since I found you in the cubby in the security room!" She nodded her head.

"God I'm a fucking idiot baby!" She shook her head no! "Nope this time it wasn't your fault because you weren't exactly you and I sensed it in a way it was weird because how my soul was connected to the island for so long and it still feels weird! I'm still kinda connected to the island my body and soul are rejoining each other so I always know what's going on between dumb and dumber it's so fucked up and twisted at the same fucking time." She even busted out laughing.

"Speedy keeps trying to figure out Thumper poofs off to! Their right in the middle of kissing and poof and here I will show you what I mean!" She showed me and I busted out laughing.

"You can show me that anytime you want baby I love this. Wait until my sister gets back there and our brother shows up their no powers no abilities!" I told her.

"Oh I just got an idea baby but I hope you don't kill me for this tonight! It's fucking perfect for you and we can still keep it as a fucking secret! I love it and awesome and I fucking love you Bella Marie Swan!" I pressed my lips to hers and deepened the fucking kiss and the both of us got carried away.

     Bella pov

"Okay you convinced me babe!" He looked down at me. "I convinced you of what Baby?" He asked me.

"We are home babe!" I told him! He flipped me over on  my back. "Really baby?" He asked me.

"One condition Mason!" Oh this was going to be a wait for it for him when he hears this one.

"What's this one condition Punch?" He asked me. "You have to seal this deal Mason and there are only two ways to seal this for you if you really want me to make this my first home you Edward Anthony Mason!" He corked his eye brow at me and he wasn't sure about this or what he was getting himself into especially with me.