finding ourselves again

chapter 18

       Edward pov

She was in pure shock I even asked her that question. She was frozen and I didn't dare move for the fear she would fall or scream.

"Punch look at me!" She moved her eyes and looked at me. "Do you feel me through our connection?" She closed her eyes and then she nods her head for me.

"You feel my hands on you?" She nods her head again! "You hear my voice baby?" She nods her head for me again.

"Now I need you to feel your soul and when you do let me know." She nods her head for me.

"What feels different with it Punch! What song tells me what you feel differently this time baby! I'll let you decide!" I never moved from my spot and waited for her to tell me.

I will have my answer when I start to see her start to see her move her head and I know everyone is watching us now.

Then her started move and I moved my hands away and and I smiled that new smile and I seen her open her eyes and leaned over and started going through her CDs and put one in and grabbed her remote and opened the truck door and clicked her remote and started.

Will you count me in?
I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feeling like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place
It starts in my toes, and I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes, I always know
That you make me smile, please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go
The rain is falling on my windowpane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers, staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore
They start in my toes, make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes, I always know
That you make me smile, please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go
But what am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way?
I just-, mmm
And it starts in my toes, makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes, I always know
That you make me smile, please stay for a while now
Just take your time, wherever you go
I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
It starts in my soul, and I lose all control
When you kiss my nose, the feeling shows
'Cause you make me smile, baby, just take your time now
Holding me tight
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever you go, I always know
'Cause you make me smile, even just for a while

I braced myself and she impacted me and she kissed me the way I love her doing but the new way she does it now but now really fucking different.

Holy fucking shit talking about mind blowing amazing fucking kiss.

We pulled away breathless. "I missed you baby!" I told her. "I missed you too Mason but I still don't remember everything sorry but we got this back again that's something right!" She told me.

"Yeah that's something baby! Like I always told you and promised you I always be there for you no matter what. I couldn't leave you there. No matter how much I tried to leave and the further I got. I just couldn't do it Punch!" I told her.

"I can feel it Mason! I need to show you what happened to me will you let me please. Can we go somewhere please!" I nodded my head to her.

I went and grabbed us a blanket and sunshine got out and I grabbed a bottle of jacks and grabbed a cooler of beer before I had a feeling we were going to need it.

I got in and handed her the whiskey bottle and she yanked it out of my hand and took a big long drink of it and hugged it like a hugged it like a teddy bear and I busted out laughing at her.

I found a place and just parked and we just turned around and sat with our backs against the doors.

Me against the driver's door facing her and her with her back against the passenger side door facing me and both of us have a beer.