finding ourselves again

chapter 20

       Bella pov

I was just waking up and I rolled over on my back and I noticed Mason was still sleeping on his side.

I closed my eyes again and remembered back inside my truck last night.

I remember our song and it started playing in my head and moved my body to how he made me feel when we made love for the first time last night and started to sing it so much differently and I knew he was watching me now.

He was working through college
On my grandpa's farm
I was thirsting for knowledge
And he had a car
Yeah, I was caught somewhere between a woman and a child
One restless summer we found love growing wild
On the banks of the river on a well beaten path
It's funny how those memories they last
Like strawberry wine and seventeen
The hot July moon saw everything
My first taste of love, oh bittersweet
Green on the vine
Like strawberry wine
I still remember
When thirty was old
And my biggest fear was September
when he had to go
A few cards and letters and one long distance call
We drifted away like the leaves in the fall
But year after year I come back to this place
Just to remember the taste
Of strawberry wine and seventeen
The hot July moon saw everything
My first taste of love, whoa-oh, bittersweet
Green on the vine
Like strawberry wine
The fields have grown over now
Years since they've seen the plow
There's nothing time hasn't touched
Is it really him or the loss of my innocence?
I've been missing so much
Yeah
Strawberry wine and seventeen
The hot July moon saw everything
My first taste of love, whoa-oh bittersweet
And green on the vine
Like strawberry wine and seventeen
The hot July moon saw everything
My first taste of love, oh, bittersweet
And green on the vine
Like strawberry wine
Strawberry wine
Ooh
Strawberry wine

Mason made slow love to me and I was laying on my stomach and he was just laying there on his side running his fingers like tracing my tattoo my back like it was the only thing he saw on my back.

My scars really didn't matter to him and I rolled on my back and he started tracing the tattoo he did on my side.

I closed my eyes just to feel his touch. He started his exploration with his fingers and I knew he was hovering above me now.

"Your so fucking beautiful Bella!" I opened my eyes and Mason was looking into my eyes and he was only an inch from my face and smiled that new smile at him.

"Coffee!" I told him. His forehead fell between my boobs and he busted out laughing and so did I.

He got up. "Hey can the four of us go out tonight I want to show off my sexy boyfriend and Mason froze in his tracks and I buried my face into the bed and busted out laughing at him.

"PUNCH!" I snapped my head up. "What it's true! That ass is fine and it's all mine babe!" He tipped his head back and busted out laughing.

"Well that makes your gorgeous ass mine then and he ran into the bathroom and took a shower and I rolled over on my back again.

Then I hurried and covered my whole fucking body when I heard the door!

"MASON I'M FUCKING KICKING YOUR ASS YOU TOLD ME THE FUCKING DOOR WAS LOCKED AND YOU TOLD ME IT WAS SAFE TO CHANGE OUT HERE WHILE YOU TOOK A FUCKING SHOWER AND GUESS WHAT THE DOORS NOT LOCKED JERK!" I growled through my teeth.

"WHAT! I TOOL. Ohh, get the fuck out Wade and you better fucking hide because I'm not happy with you right now and you know the fucking rule in the morning!" Mason told him.

"I know, I know but we got a problem out here Mason and I'm sorry Punch, stay in here please. He's here Mason!" Wade hurried up and slammed the fucking door and I sat straight up and looked at Mason trembling in fear.