finding ourselves again

chapter 19

        Bella pov

I had my eyes closed and strawberry wine was playing in the background and oh my God Mason was really making fucking feel like I died and gone to heaven and I'm just floating around on a fucking cloud right now.

OHHH! I just literally screamed out his name with him using his just his fingers and mouth down there and If this what it feels to be high then I will take this anyday.

Then I see Mason above above and I smiled at him and I lazily put my arms over his shoulders.

"Hi! I missed your face and lips on my lips but they go can there anytime they want to." Mason busted out laughing and his head fell against my chest.

"Wasn't expecting to hear that one baby!" I shrugged my shoulders. Then I felt him at my entrance and I closed my eyes.

"Nope! Open your eyes Punch I need to see your eyes baby or I can't do this!" I felt his hand on the side of my face and I leaned into his touch and I open my eyes and tell him with my eyes safe.

He slowly slides in and stops at my barrier. "I'm so sorry Punch! I love you with all my heart and soul!" He thrusted through and once he completely filled me and we became one he stopped and I tightened my arms around him and he got up on his knees to hold both arms around me.

I wrapped my legs around him too and I cried it hurted so fucking bad.

At least Mason told me ahead of time it was going to but I felt his love for me through me through our connection and that he was sorry for putting through that pain.

I cuffed him upside the back of the head. "You can't be sorry Jack ass! We both decided this and you explained before hand it hurts and now you're sorry I don't get!" I busted out laughing at him.

He was totally fucking confused by my reaction! Then he busted out laughing he flipped us over where I was on top.

"Only you Punch!" He spits out. "Gotta love all of me then!" He sat up and got an inch from my face.

"Ohh, I love every fucking inch inside of you including your fucking soul and what's on the outside is just icing on the cake baby or popcilice in your case. All strawberry every taste of you! Oh I love your heart that I still keep protect here!" He tapped his hand over heart.

"You keep my heart protected here Baby and you always have and you just didn't know it." He told me as he gently took his other hand and tapped his other hand over my heart.

I did the same thing with my hands and put them over his and intertwine our fingers together and I slowly started moving  on top of him and he pressed his lips against mine and his hand slides down my neck as his other arm snakes around me as we moved together as one.

It was like we were moving to our song making love for the first time.

We screamed out each other when we released together and my arms were against as Mason laid us down on the seat of my truck and he just held me and we just stayed connected and Mason covered us with a blanket.

I must of fallen asleep because Mason woke me up and we were back at camp and everyone was still outside and I knew he would go back outside after he laid he laid me down and I tightened my arms around him.

"Okay, you can stay with me until I'm ready to go to bed baby!" I snuggled into him closer.

        Edward pov

That just calmed her right down. She was starting to go into a nightmare again.

They started again I noticed after I found her after the guy from the bar grab her from behind like that.