The Sky Boys ~ Murphamy

Ch6 - Bellamy's Secret

Murphy P.O.V

I froze he didn't look sick

"What's his problem, he didn't look .."

Miller came back alone and complete my word "Sick? Yeah he is and if something happened to him Murphy it's on you"

"What? I didn't know .. "

"I said stop didn't? but you're so arrogant" Monty stood

"We haven't time for this why you come back" Miller run his hand in his hair "He wasn't outside, knows how to disappear"

"Can I ask what's his ..."

"Asthma and Heart problem"

My jaw dropped when I heard that I felt guilty but I didn't know before I couldn't say anything, Jasper start again " let's find him " I Shock my head.

"Maybe he was at home I've the key he gave me today" Miller nodded " Murphy and I going to Bellamy place you two look at Cemetery call me if you find him " I look at him confused and repeat his last word

"Cemetery, why he would be in there" he picked up his stuff

"Long story"

I get in Miller's car and we head to Bellamy's place, we walked into apartment but Bellamy was nowhere to found. Miller calls him again but he didn't answer then he called Jasper but they didn't found him too. I grab beer from fridge and after hand it to them sit there silence but my head was full of question didn't dare to ask they're really mad and worried. After  several minute Jasper broke the silence

"We should told you earlier" I know he was talking to me but didn't know what to say, Monty shook his head "It wasn't our secret to tell"

"Yea, but after everything happened we have to be more cautious" he nodded "We know him, he didn't like to talk so we have to warned you it was our fault again if something happen to him .. " Miller sighed he was so mad I knew they were childhood friend and Miller was so close to Bellamy, he run a hand on his face "You're right Jasper" then looked at me " Sorry for yelling at you before "

"It's ok I can understand, I felt guilty too" he look at his watch then give Monty a look like a permission, it's time they tell me the story "Last time he was singing, it's about 5 years ago in Ark high school competition, we work on some songs he wrote for months everything went perfect and we reach in final round. Bellamy was so close to his dream, he has to be. No one deserve to win like him, we were so excited too but be honest not as much as him .. "

Jasper sighed and helped Monty

"Bellamy lost every Family member in car crash Two weeks before the competition and he was totally damaged, he broke so hard and we made a huge mistake" Miller groaned "Yea we did, we destroy him" I was really sad to hear what happened to him, I could imagine how he hurts but didn't understand what they done to him? Monty answer my unasked question "We insist him to continue, we knew he has Asthma and what happened to his family make him worse but we did it for our self .. "

Jasper's eyes filled with tears "Yea, he accepted to do this for us at the beginning everything looks good but when he starts, he Collapsed on stage" I gasped.

"Oh God, I heard it in school .. " Monty nodded "He didn't make it and run from everyone we couldn't find him for two years" they didn't say anything for hours and then left in silence, I was so tired.

I woke up with loud sounds came from living room ' Bellamy' I got up quickly and leave my room and find him he was sitting on floor leaning to the front door looks tired and broken, I relief to found him but didn't know what to say I walk toward him, he didn't notice so I sit in front of him on floor and slowly take his hand it was so cold.

"Bellamy.. I'm so sorry .. I didn't know .. I .. "

"You're right I'm nothing" his voice was so deep and sad

"No, Bellamy look at me"

He didn't move his head , he was staring on the ground. I put my hand on his chin and make him to see me, his breath was hard and he was gasping near to panic his brown beauty eyes was wet and he was shacking so hard. Without thinking I leaned in and press My lips on his and Kiss him, he looked shocked for seconds then he kissed me back. I could feel his breath calms a bit and his body stopped shaking after minute he broke the kiss.

Bellamy P.O.V

I stare in His blue eyes " Murphy ,I .. " he gave me a light smile

" I wanted to distract you from stupid thinking, it's worked " it's hurts me I pull my hand away

"Yea its work" I said that with poignant voice "I didn't mean that .. " I stood up to leave but felt dizzy I set back and close my eyes, then put my shaking hands on my jaw how pathetic I'm, he was the last one I want him see me like that.

He played with finger then look at me

"Bellamy, I like You " I scoffed " I really, like you" I put my hand down and look at him mad I opened my mouth to say a word but he cut me with another Kiss it was more passion I kissed him back don't know why but I just want to kiss him.

He pulled away and take my cold hand on his and kiss it "You sacred everyone where have you been"

"I need to be alone, I guess they told you about my past and my disease" He nodded.

"I'm truly sorry for your lost and what happened before .." I don't want him petty on me he finds out and continue "It's not a reason I kissed you"

He wrap his hand around my waist and help me to stand up and walk to the couch I didn't want to sit anymore I was so exhausted.

"Could you take me in my bed, I'm so tired" we get on my bedroom he helped me lay on my bed

"Do you want anything" I close my eyes tear drop on my face, he sit on bed and wipe my tears then laid beside me and pull me closer to his chest and kiss my forehead and try to shush me

"You going to be ok, just need to rest" he played with my hair I felt my eyes get heavy I mumbled in to his chest "I like you too, Murphy" and fall asleep

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