The Sky Boys ~ Murphamy

Ch7 - Murphy's Secret

Bellamy P.O.V

I wake up when feeling a gentle touch on my face then I saw most beautiful eyes I've ever seen

" Hey " he gave me smile and then kiss my cheek, it was best way to wake up after a worst night ' not entire the last part we kissed was amazing ' I laughed to myself and look back to his beauty eyes it's look tired " looking tired " he sighed and lay back to bed

"I couldn't sleep"

"Why? I snored loud..." he cut me

"No you sleep like a baby" I blushed

"So why you couldn't sleep" he look down on his hand and start playing with his fingers I know he always do when he was nerves but why know? Sleeping next to me must annoyed him, it's hurt but he didn't look hurt he look sad

"Murphy, look at me" he stop and look at me and I shocked when see the tears in his gorgeous eyes

"What's wrong? Did I say something last night to upset you?"

He shook his head in No and tears dropped on his face "So why you're crying talk to me please" he give me a light smile but still crying I leaned close to him and wiped his tears then hug him and he buried his face on my chest, we lay there since he was quit and calm I pull him away a little

"So you don't want to talk I need to know why you're crying" he nodded

"I.. just couldn't sleep after ever thing I heard about you, if anything happened to you last night .. I .. I'm sorry it was all my fault but I didn't know .."

"Hey, stop blame yourself .. You act like a dick but it's ok"

"It's not, I hear you mumbling in your sleep and .. " He paused and looked away

"Murphy, you cry for me?" his cheek gets red and he nodded his head and sighed. I couldn't believe that we barely know each other and now he was sad and cry for me

"What I mumbling?"

"Em.. I guess something you dream about your family" of course I did, every night I saw them

"You should wake me" he sit in bed

"Why?, you don't like I heard them?"

"No it's not that, I mean, you should wake me so you could get sleep"

"It's not the only reason, I was so worry you didn't look good and your breath was heavy I want to make sure that you're ok" I laughed he was so cute I really like him.

"Oh, Murphy you are so sweet " he blushed

"You look so hot when you blushed" he hit my arm "Stop it" I rub my arm and act like it's hurt

"Oh sorry I hit it hard " I try to answer in sad voice" yea it's hurt you have to make it for me"

"How, You want hit me too" I put my hand on his knee "I prefer something else" he grin

"Ok, maybe I kiss you" I shook my head "Then what you want?" I lick my lips and stare on his Pink soft lips

"I want more than just a kiss" he look at me with wide eyes "Are you serious?" oh, Bellamy what's wrong with you?

"Sorry it was soon .." he put his hand on my hand

"Oh no no it's not I just think you didn't interest" I lean close and kiss his soft lips he kissed me back and it was like a hungry kiss I break the kiss

"You can see I like it" he smiles "So why you stop and waste time, do what you want" I rub my thumb on his cheek "You ready?" he close his eyes and nod.

I push him back on bed and kiss him and continue to his neck and sucking his pale sling that make him moan a bit I whisper to his ear "You want me keep going" he nod "Yes please"

I kiss his lip again our lips move and I slip my tongue inside his mouth. He moans and put his hand on my hair, we move without break the kiss.

I remove his shirt and he did mine and I kiss his chest and slowly move down. I unzip his pants and shove it down, he wrap his hand around my waste and pull me close to his stomach then open his leg for me and I saw scars right on his thigh. My eyes wide when I realize what they are, I put my hand and them.

"Murphy.." don't know what to say he was so young for this, he close it and sit

"ah, I .. I" he pull the sheet to cover them.

"WHY?"

He give me a sad smile

Murphy P.O.V

"WHY?"

Shit I forgot them and now he saw it I felt my cheek heating up from embarrassment, Bellamy put his hand on my face and make me to look at him I couldn't try to look away but he push hard "Murphy, please talk to me ? " his voice was so calm

"It's Nothing" I fucked up, if I told Bellamy he leave me and I don't want to lose him it's true we met less than a week but I really have feeling for him, I didn't want Bellamy see this.

"You crying for Nothing" I rub my eyes how pathetic I'm

"I'm not crying.. " I sniffed.

"Murphy.."

"I'm not crying.. " but I cry so hard, he hug me , I want talk to him but what if he didn't like me after that? He care for me like no one did before, what if he leave me this taught make me car hard, I buried my face to his shoulder and hate myself to be weak.

"Hey, it's ok you can say anything to me" Bellamy tugged my arm

"You going to leave me, I can't lose you" Bellamy push me harder to his chest "I never leave you, I like you nothing can change it"

"No. you're going to think I'm weak.." I insisted and press my face in his chest

"Murphy, listen to me. We met just 3 days but I care for you so much and I know you care too it's something strange about you I like you since see you and after what happen I think I .. I Love you "

I froze with this word ' He love me ' maybe I can share with him he know what pain it's he lost every member of family I know he had dreams make him cry in sleep so I can try. I look at his brown eyes he didn't lie "You really mean it?" he nodded.

"I Love You Murphy"

"I lost my dad when I was 5 and my mom left me, so I have to stay with my uncle and it was so hard, he was alcoholic and angry one he always had excuse to hit me.. It was hard to live I feed from food scrap I found. Of course they were some assholes they think it's fun to hit me and humiliated me in front of whole school.."

Bellamy was quite he just listen and take my hand on his whole the time.

"So I try to end my fucking life so many time but failed since two years ago my uncle died and I moved here and met Jack, I fall for him but he loved his bitch I didn't try it for long but the day he kick me out I try it again and .. When I saw you I felt thing just like you, you gave me everything I want and care for me like no one did before you're so important to me, please don't leave me"

He pull his hand away and it's hurt me bad but he put it on my cheek and wiped my tears I look at him and he was crying "I'm sorry Murphy you didn't deserve any of them but I'm not leaving you unless you ask me to leave" I didn't say anything just kiss him he whisper to my lips

"I think we have un finish work" I laugh but the door bells come he sighed.

"Guess we have to wait till night" and wink.

Bellamy pull his shirt on and yell after the door bells again "I 'm coming" he turn back to me

"Put your cloths and sleep you need it" he lean and kiss me forehead and left, I was so tired so I just lean back knowing that Bellamy Loves me make me relax and a felt so calm and my eyes get heavy and I asleep.

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