LADIESSS! *Alex Turner*

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Alex pov:

I wrote that because I feel terrible. I mean she is my best friend, and I like her. Well so I think anyways. I just felt so bad that I had to stop talking to her. I hope she forgives me. And she looked so beautiful all dressed up. I wish I could just kiss her, if I'm being honest. But I need to stop with that mind set. I have a girlfriend. I just have to calm down and hopefully she will be there tomorrow.

The next morning, I wake up and tell Alex I'm going out for a meeting for work. And I get ready. I wear the same thing I wore the first time I met her. I brought her flowers to say sorry. I picked out her favorite flowers and I wrote out exactly what I was going to say. I was going to tell her how sorry I was and how I did like the kiss, but it can't happen because of Alexa. But I think she's an amazingly beautiful woman. And I hope she finds the love of her life. And so much more. I was sitting at the cafe in the booth and waited for her. I ordered her sweet tea she loves and me a coffee. I waited for her, for an hour. Maybe she was running late? When two hours passed. I realized she wasn't coming, and I was sad. I started to cry. I felt terrible about how it ended. I just am so sad. After I stopped crying, I drove home. The whole time I just thought of her. How her voice is a melody so sweet it could make angles fall in love. Her laugh how soft and calm it is even though she's hyper. How soothing her smile is. How her eyes sparkle when you look into them. How she blushes a light pink like a blossom. And I couldn't stop thinking of her lips. Her god damn, kissable lips. Her soft, pink, beautiful lips. I can't stop thinking of them....

A month goes by and still no word from Callie. So, I tried to get over her. Or I at least buried feelings deep inside so they can't escape. But some nights I still had dreams of her. Her sweet perfume around me. Her laugh and t
Her voice echoed in my ear. Her lips linger on mine. But then I wake up and see Alexa. I feel terrible. Like I'm cheating. So, I just buried the feelings deeper. Hoping they won't come out. Every once in a while, I have those dreams, but I just hide them the best I can. It's very hard when she dresses up for a meeting we have at the pub though. She looks so gorgeous. It's painful to hold them inside. The only one I tell is Nick. My best friend. He's the only one who knows how I truly feel.

Authors note

Remember if I say Miles at all acts like it says Nick... I'm slow and got it confused 😕

AND I changed her name from Y/n to Callie, so if in the story says Y/n act like it says Callie <3