LADIESSS! *Alex Turner*

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Calle's Pov:

I didn't know what came over me, but I couldn't stop myself. I just stayed in his arms staring into his eyes. I tried to control myself and not look but I caved. I glanced down at his lips, quickly. So quick that he could have missed it if he blinked. I looked back into his eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck as I looked down at him sitting in the chair. I then leaned in closer and just rested my forehead to his. I felt at peace, and I felt safe in his arms. It's been so long since I felt this. Looking back at it, the last time I felt this way was when I fell asleep in Alex's arms.

The scent of his cologne floods my nose. His arms hold my tightly but in a soft gentle way. I then thought back to when he said I used him and quickly pulled away. I stepped back a couple feet so there was space between us. He looks up in my eyes and I just look away, towards the living room. Once I looked away, I could feel Alex's hand on my chin. He pulled my face so i looked into his. He was now standing up right in front of me. Alexx smiled softly and speak in a soft voice, but his British accent was still clear. "Please don't look away from me"

I just looked up in his eyes. I wanted to kiss him. All I wanted to do is kiss him and tell him how I love him. How I miss him. How I feel lost without him. How all I want is to be with him. All I wanted to do is tell him how I feel about him. But I can't. Because I know he doesn't feel the same and Adam. Adam would kill me and Alex. Even if Alex said he would never feel the same about me, Adam would kill Alex.

Alex just looks at me. Why do I feel this way about him. I shouldn't feel this way. I can't feel this way. I can't have feelings for Alex Turner. He's so out of my league. But the way his brown eyes look at me, drives me crazy. The way his smile could light up the darkest room, makes me want to just keep the smile to myself. It hurts how he's so hot. His eyes have sirens look but when you look into his eyes, their doe and baby cow eyes. His hair silk back like a grease guy, but when he isn't in public his hair is all messy and natural. He has this bad buy look with the leather jacket and the sunglasses. But when you get to know him, he is sweat, kindhearted and caring. Even if it's just a fan, he is completely caring and sweat to them. I love how he cares so much about the people that matter most to him. He has a heart so big that the entire universe can fit in. His heart is so warm and forgiving. Anyone would love him.

I wanted to tell Alex about Adam hitting me, but what would Alex do? What if he ran away, because he doesn't want the drama. I'm just so scared. What if he never talks to me again? I couldn't live with myself if he ignored me. Especially now, in this whole Adam situation. I then snap out of my thoughts, and I can see an emotion in his eyes, but I can't tell exactly it is. I see him smile and he leans his face slightly closer like he's about to kiss me. I couldn't help myself anymore, so I leaned into it. Are lips being centimeters apart as I still look into his eyes. I see him close his eyes about to lean in and close the distance but as soon as I feel his slightly glaze against mine, I pull away. He opens his eyes at my sudden actions and slightly frowns.