LADIESSS! *Alex Turner*

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We fall asleep in each other's arms. When I wake up Alex is gone. I was so confused. Where did he go? I sit up and look at my phone see a message from Alex.

Alex; What the hell happened last night? All I remember is being in your hotel bed. I was high.

Why does he always have to be high. And he doesn't remember it. Do I actually tell him? Or do I just say nothing? I don't know what to say.

Me; You were high? oh. We kissed for a while and said things and um...

Alex; Excuse me?! ya I was high it was a mistake. I just got broken up with you, you used me. I never want to talk to you. My girlfriend broke up with me because of you.

Me; It's not my fault that you flirt with me around her... And I thought we had something special.

I feel tears roll down my face. Why is he being so Bipolar?

Alex has blocked your number

EXCUSE ME?!?! No fucking way he blocked my number. What the fuck did I do to him. It's not my fault Alexa broke up with him. Fuck this bullshit. He is still a baby about everything. We still have to work together. Which sucks. He broke my heart again. I got an offer by another band so I might quit Arctic Monkeys. They don't need me, I'm not special. They can find someone else. And this author band pays more, I only stayed because they were my friends. And if I'm being honest to myself. I only stayed for Alex. But now that he is acting all weird and saying I'm just a huge mistake why should I stay? He doesn't care about me. He doesn't feel the same way. And he thinks I used him. Like actually what the hell?! I can't quit in the middle of their tour. After the tour I will put my two weeks' notice in.

The tour went on. I never hanged with the band after shows. I always went back to my hotel room. A week before the tour was over, I meant a guy. His name is Adam. Adam is a year younger than me, and he acts it. He is goofy, silly, and most importantly he's cute. He let me vent about Alex. We meant at a concert actually. One of the last ones. He was with his sister. I was walking through the crowed and banged into his sister on accident, so he got mad and yelled "What the hell are you doing?" I then looked up at him and stuttered "Sorry, I didn't mean to." His gaze softened. He slowly showed a smile. There was an instant connection. By first glance we knew we wanted to date. He asked me out and we started talking. The rest of the tour we texted all the time. I asked where he lived, and it turns out he lives in England like me. And It's funny because he lives down the street next to the cafe I always go to. So, he has seen me, I just never seen him.

We later found out we went to the same schools, and he is actually a crush I had in school. We never talked but I always liked him. And he told me he liked me too, that's why he never was in a relationship. He told me after 9th grade he realized me and Jace were talking so he stopped liking me and started fooling around with woman. I told him about how the relationship ended. He said he was sorry, but I could see that in his message he was slightly happy, because now I'm single. After the tour was over, I met Adam at the cafe by his house for a drink. We talked for hours, and I went back to his house for dinner. We have been dating for two months now and I haven't talked to anyone in the Arctic monkeys sense the tour ended and I quit. I now work for the boy band One direction or known as 1D. Me and Harry Styles are good friends. We agree on most things I decide.

Every once in a while, I get a text from someone in Arctic monkeys asking how I am, and the job is always open and why did I quit. I never respond I just block the number. The only one I am still friends with is Miles. Me and him are friends because he helped me through the whole thing with Alex. He found me in my hotel room crying over Alex, so he helped me. He helped me move on. He helped me through my depression and get me back on my feet. He also said he yelled at Alex for me. Which I didn't ask for but was very thankful.