Oblivious

Beauty sleep

I usually don't dream but last night I had nightmares, I felt myself pee a little in the night, not enough to even matter because it woke me up instantly and I could just feel a little wet spot in the front of my pj bottoms, be I desperately needed to unleash the rest of my bladder so I got up and saw the time 4am, I was usually up playing call of duty at this time as I made my way out my room I wondered if after I had peed I would be able to sneak on to my PlayStation, the implication is that I'm not allowed back on it, and I risk completely losing it from my room, but that thought was interrupted with my strong desire to pee and just a few steps where left between me and the bathroom when my mom cleaned her throat with a very attention grabbing intent, it was impossible to get to the bathroom without crossing her room and she had left her door open and a lamp on, what she was doing up at 4am I had no clue I don't think she usually was.

I just stood there waiting for what I knew happened next she grabbed my hand and took me into the bathroom, giving me a pissed off look as if it were wrong of me to even think about going to the bathroom alone, and of course she pulled my pants down and sat me down, pushing my knees together once again but this time my balls and penis laid in the way the way it rested and I let out a faint little yelp when she attempted that. Like it was the most natural thing in the world to touch my penis she pushed it down and then closed my legs together and told me to pee, so I did, weirdly looking at my mother while I did it, and then she wiped me and made an ordeal outta washing my hands, even though I noted I never even touched anything. While she was washing my hands I considered asking her why she was forcing me to sit and why she pushed my knees together. It doesn't really make any sense to me what's the purpose in that. It just made me feel emasculated.

Luckily for my mom I didn't notice my reflection that night, I didn't even look cause I had just woken up.

After washing my hands She walked me back to my bed and tucked me back in, goodnight sweetie I'll wake you in a few. Once I heard her footsteps stop and her bed creak from being laid in, I got back up and went to go plug my PlayStation back in, but before I had even took a full step out of bed my mom was back in my room, scared the shit outta me when she walked back in.

"Watchu doing Owen"

Just trying to play some games I figured i went to bed pretty early I must've already got over my 8 hours. "No I think that's ok Owen you can go back to bed" "you need your beauty sleep"

Okay I said holding myself back from getting argumentative.

With that she took my PlayStation into her arms and walked back to her rooms. I fell asleep sometime later, was thinking about how soft my skin felt right then and wondering if it usually felt like this but then I was asleep by the time I could come to further conclusions.