Oblivious

Numbness was a gift part 2

I decided to watch tv for a bit not having anything else to do, unfortunately my sister beat me to the remote and being stripped of my PlayStation I had nothing else to do, which made me miss my phone, mom warned me when she bought me my last one that if I broke it I would not be getting another, and about a month ago I did just that, dropping it while playing pickup basketball with my buddies, for some reason I refused to use a case, now a month separated from my phone I wish I just caved and would've used a damn case. Instead I was stuck watching the vampire diaries, my sister has seen this show probably a dozen times over by now and I guess she decided it was time for another rewatch because the episode she clicked on was the first one of the first season.

Probably got about 3 episodes in it was about 8 am when my mom walked up and said she had my bath all ready for me. My sister paused the show for some reason and took the opportunity to tease me a bit. Ooooo a nice bath huh girly?

Shut up Nicole go back to drooling over dead guys .
"You've been watching the same thing all morning Owen"
Ignoring my sister I decided to focus on the issue at hand
Mom I just bathed last night why do I have to bath again.
"To be clean" she replied flatly.

Well I don't see the point I feel pretty clean, I gave myself a quick sniff, ewwww I smell like a girl mom I'm not taking another bath no way mom. I will shower and I will do it myself. I didn't know I smelt like this, and it made me cheeks red after I finished acknowledging it.

Nicole decided to butt in on behalf of mom and further make me feel emasculated.

"Owen, you smell very pretty" why don't you just let your mommy give you a bath she added with a giggle.
That was enough for me, I threw into a fit of rage. Fuck this! I'm not taking baths, or getting dressed by anyone by myself. And why tf are you making me sit to pee mom, how is standing to pee anymore dirty then peeing huh? This is bullshit and you can't treat me like this, if you don't stop I'm gonna call dad and tell him what your doing.

Owen enough! My mom was red with rage last nights paled in comparison.

Your dad already knows that you are incapable of acting like a man Owen. He already knows that you can't clean, or feed, or dress yourself in clean and respectable clothing.
So what will you tell him huh huh?!? He already knows Owen. You forget your dad is my husband, if you think he would automatically be on your side you are mistaken.

Now come here and get over my knee, clearly you need further discipline to learn your place in this house, I began to storm off. I am not getting spanked mom! I yelled down at her as I marched up the stairs, making no effort to quite the sounds of my stomps. Slamming the door behind me, i paced my room in expectation, having an argument with her in my imagination as I did so, to help release off the anger that was flowing through me.
It took her 15 minutes to come in, and by the time she did I had already put a lot of the fire I had out just by arguing with her in my head. I was kinda drained. She got straight to the point.

Grabbing me and pulling me over her knee she began to spank me, but to my horror I realized she had been holding back before. Now I felt hard slaps each one made me spasm in pain, as I wiggled and squirmed desperately trying to escape it, it just kept going rapidly increasing in pace but not losing any of its force. She was whipping my butt with her hand rapidly. Tears flowed down my face and my voice got high and squeaky begging her to stop and apologizing.

Probably another 5 whole minutes passed before she came to a stop, but she still had one hand on my back holding me in the same position.

Have you finally learned your place in this house?
Yes I said quickly. 'Yes what"

Yes I've learned my place mom.

Then she gave my ass yet another slap "mommy" she said

Wtf she expects me to call her mommy now?!?
I didn't respond at first. Then she slapped again and my very tender sore butt cheeks could not handle any more.

Mommy I've learned my place I said.

Good for now on you will call me mommy I miss it she said, now let's get you bathed.

I was in my body today, I was actually present and I tried desperately to return to that numb state I had taken for granted last night. But I couldn't get there. When we got to the bathroom I seen the bathtub yet again full of steaming bubbly water.

The bath itself was much the same. Lots of creams before hand, she scrubbed me with a loofa so hard that it felt like sandpaper, and because of my higher level of awareness today, I noticed my hairless shiny clean legs while I laid in the bath. And my arms matched.

I tripped and struggled to form words. Mom why don't I have hair on my arms and legs.

when you don't take care of yourself for as long as you have your body hair needs to be removed it never would've allowed you to get so clean she added.

I went to ask another question.

"Shush now"

She finished washing me and stepped me into a towel drying me off.
More cream, then She quickly got me changed into grey sweatpants and a baby blue hoodie.
Then she wiped the mirror with a towel and faced me to it.

At least the comfortable numbness had returned the second I saw myself.