After So Long..(wenclair)

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Im sorry luvs 😭

Enids pov:

Im about to freak out, and not in a good way. In the worst fucking way possibale.

I scudlet a extra ultrasound just to make sure its all in my head.

For some reason, i don't feel like pregnant anymore. My slight cravings are gone, i am not sick anymore.

Wednesday said its all in my head, she has been home for three days now. And i've had this feeling for a week.

I tought i was stress because of my wife, i mean, she can barley walk. She can walk from the kitchen to the couch and back. But i have to carry her upstairs.

I've talked with my midwife about it, but she said it inst a big big problem and that it sometimes happens, but if i liked she would plan a extra ultra sound for me.

Elena and melody are at school, so not to qorry them too much, i mean maybe its nothing, wednesday just woke up from her nap, cuz of the medicine.

I would drive because she cant yet. As we left for the car, i was extreemly nervous. But wednesday held my hand.

It wouldnt be bad righr?

~♡~

Going into the hospital, my heart burst into my chest, and i feel like it would come put any moment.

I never knew i would be this nervous for an ultrasound. I went to get a wheelchair as i slowly walked to the pregnancy floor.

We took the elevator. A few people coming with us, wondering what we are doing here. We look perfectly healty.

Finnaly the elevator got to an end and the Doors opened, as i led the wheelchair to the point where we had to be, my heart beated even faster.

The woman behind the counter smiled and asked us what we were here for.

"Good afternoon ladies how can i help you?" The friendly woman asked with a smile.

"Hi i have an apointment at two o' clock pls" the woman nodded.

"Enid addams?" She asked.

"Yes thats me" i anwsered. I sqeeuzed wednesdays shoulder hoping she knew how nervous i was.

"You can take pls in the waiting room" she pointed to a room full of women with their partners. I lead the way and sat down. As wednesday took my hand and we waited for the nurse to get us.

Curious eyes looked at hs. Some had big bellies, some were with children, some werent so happy to be here.

A little girl picked up her blocks skiled and showed her mom, i remeberd how melody always did that.

A woman with brown short hair Come over to the waiting room, she wore a white coat.

"Enid addam?" She spoke and i stood up taking wednesday wjth me. She led the way as we walked to the familair room. She pushed on of the chairs away to make room for wednesday and sat in front of us.

"So you are here for an extra ultrasoudn?" She asked looking between me and wednesday. Both of us nodded. "Could you tell me exactly why?"

I had already told the people why but i think she just wanted to know in person. I felt wednesday take my hand and nodded for me to take my time.

I didnt want to, but tears already got into my eyes, i just felt very emotional even tho i maybe dont even have to be.

"My symptons of pregnancy are gone" i said in already a teary voice. "I feel like theres something wonrg with the baby" the nurse nodded and typed something into her computer.

"Could you explain to me how you feel?"

"Like i lost something that i havent realised yet." I said and she nodded. As if she knew exactly what i wad talking abiut. "My midwife said it could be nothing, but i just want to make sure its nothing"

The nurse smiled gently.

"I undertand, you May lay down over there" she pinted to the bed, as i laid down, lifted my blouse and unbuttoned my pants.

Wednesday sat next to me. Took my hand,  and kissed it. I didnt have the courage to look at the monitor yet. As she placed the cold jel on my belly.

Out the corner of my eyes i could see the nurse looking at rhe baby, its little because i was about 13 to 14 weeks.

"So far everything seems fine" she told us but her voice trailed off and my axienity got the better of me. "Let me check the heart beat."

I sqeeuzed wednesdays hand tightly. But when i heard no sound, my world fell apart.

The nurse face fell as she lookrd at me and then left the room.

"Where are you going?" I could still hear wednesday say. For the rest everything was queit. My heartbeat was in my ears and everthing was too much. Later the doctor also Came in and looked at my baby.

He then looked at me and had heart breaking news.

"Im sorry, but you have a misscarrige."

~♡~

IM SORRY. IM SORRY. DONT HATE ME PLS

I HAD TOO. IT WAS TOO PEACHFUL. IT WAS A SUGGESTION OKAY? DONT HATE MEEEEEEE.

😭.