After So Long..(wenclair)

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Enid pov:

Fuck.

Fuck.

Fuck.

FUCK.

i fucked up VERY badly, and thd only one to blame is me. I dont even have an excuse for it, i mean i treathed my wife badly. The one who actully still cared for me even when i didnt want to see her.

I fell in a depression, and i didnt have anyone to blame for the miscarrige. So i blamed her. There are several reason to have a muscarrige, it wasnt her fault and now i pushed het away.

I tough she would be back at night, but that didnt happen. I called yoko this moring, asking if she could contact wednesday because i couldnt.

So she called, after she scolded my why the fuck i would treath her badly even tho it wasnt her fault. She said she sounded half drunk, furious but mostly heart broken.

Im such a bad wife.

She doesnt desurve this.

"Mom wheres mama?" Elena asked me after she noticed she wasnt here. Its currently the next Day 1 in the afternoon, and i have no idea who to call for help.

I lowered my head. "I dont know.."

"What do you mean you dont know?" She raised an eyebrow, as if she knew what we talked about and shed gone.

"We had a fight yesterday " i said and felf tears cominh into my eyes. Of course i wouldnt have a fucking excuses. "She left"

"Why?"

I lowered my head.

"I Hurted her elena." I said.

"Do you know where she could be?" I shook my  head.

"Have you called grandma?"

"No" i said and took my phone. How could i be so dumb.

"Hi dear" mortcia sajd after i called. "How are you? Did you and wednesday have a fight?" I closed my eyes. I hate admitting what fight we had. "She didnt tell me anything, she just told me she needed a place to stay."

"She was with you?"

"Yes" mortcia said and i nodded even tough she couldnt see me. "Dear why did you fight? Your arguments are never this heavy"

"Im sorry mortcia" is the first thing i said already crying. "I-i didnt mean to.  I just-"

"Does this have to do with the miscarriage?" Mortcia and gomez were actully first to know that we lost our baby. "Enid?"

"Yes it does" i said, and closed my eyes.

"Could you tell me what you said?" Her coice was a little more firm, but she still spoke softly.

"I said it was her fault-" i chocked on my tears what was now streaming down my cheeks like a waterfall. "That the baby died"

There was a silence for a few minutes, that i tought mortcia was going tos scold me. But she didnt.

"It know it's very hard to lose a baby" she took a deep breath. "But its not fair to wednesday"

"I know" i sniffed.

"You have to make up honey"

"Could you tell me where she is?" I asked. Wanting to go after her so bad. But she would trowh me out of the house. "Pls mortica, yoko said she was half durnk when she called her a few hours ago"

Wednesday can do stupid things when shes drunk. To hurting herslef, embarresh herslef.

"Oh" is all shs said for a moment. "Shes at the summer house"

"Thank you!"

I hang up and took my keys...im coming weds.

~♡~

Short chap since i didnt know what to write :)

Oh! Guys give an opnion about a new ship name i made: wenna (yoko x wednesday) i tought about it, i think its cute but also a littlw weird...

So what do you guys think?