After So Long..(wenclair)

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One month time skip.

Wednesdays pov:

Its been a month since we knew enid had a miscarrige, she hasnt been leaving her room, and didnt eat well. She doesnt want to see me.

Elena and melody basicly take care of her, while i need to manage on myself, wich inst easy, i still cant walk normally yet, and i have to say i fell a few times.

Enid doesnt care.

She has been crying, and she doesnt want me to sleep next to her. I dont know what it is, bur she grew a hate on me or something, my girls would look at me with pity, but i dont even know why.

My walking did imporve a bit, i could go on easy and short walks, stand up longer and more far away. Yet sometimes i couldnt and fell.

Elena or melodg would help me, ever since my accident maya has been helling me a lot too.

Shes such a sweetheart.

Yet i cant deal wjth the grief of my baby. Not alone. Not togheter with my wife. Not with my girls. I just cant.

I have a lot on my head.

Today i decided to go and see enid. I have barely seen her. I walked up the stairs to my bedroom, i never were so nervous to go to my own room..

I knocked on the door and she mumbelt a 'Come in' as i opened the door. She looked in my way, but rolled her eyes afterwards, i think she expected melody or elena.

I sat on the bed. Enid shifted uncomforbale. As if she didnt want tms there.

"Are you okay?" I asked and took her foot as a gentle carres. But she moved away from me and glared.

"Im perfectly fjne!" She almost yelled at me. I was schoked, why would she yell at me?

"You dont seem so..." i said softly. Trging to remian my patience.

"Im fine! I lost my baby, so do you think i am?" She snapped back. I widen my eyes.

"Enid why are you talking go me like its my fault?" I said and tears already treathend in my eyes.

Enid laughed sacasticly and scoffed.

"Maybe because it is"

My world stopped as i looked at enid.

"You dont mean that"

"Yes i do wednesday" she said and looked deeply into my eyes, but not in a good way. I didnf want to cry, so i held it back. "Do you want yo know why?"

"Enid i-"

"Because i get stressed of you!" She again almost screamed. Fury unto her eyes as she spat at me. "You are in the fucking hospital again because your reckless. And guess what? You dont even care! I stressed myself out for you! You cant walk, i have yo carry you all around. You are like a kid! You cant even walk propaly. And because of you my baby died! I wish i never married you again! I widh i married ajax when i had the chance. But no, you had to ruin it!" She took a deep breath. As tears streamdd down my face.

But yu know what? Shes right. Its my fault.

"I understand" i said and stoof up. Took my suitcase and got some clothes i wanted with me. Then she became scared and pale. But didnt say anything yet.

When i had a full suit case and was about to leave ehen she stopped me.

"Wait! Wednesdag i didnt mean it" she said and stood up, walking to me but keeping a distance.

"You ment every word you said. And your right. It is my fault." I sajd and smiled sadly at her. "I dont desurve you."

Is the last thing i said before leavjng the room, enid behind me crying like crazy. I put mg sujtcasr in my car, looked one more time at enid. And went away...

I went To my partens, because thats the only placd i can be right now. It began raining, as the drops fell into my sight.

After a long time i finnaly arrived. My mom came outside when she saw me with a worried expression. I probaly looked like i cried.

Because i did.

She took me inside with an arm around me. Gave me a cup of tea as i warmed msef up thinking i cod have done way berter then i did.

"Whats worng honey" my mother asked me lookinf at me.

I barely smiled and said.

"I need a place to stay"