After So Long..(wenclair)

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Enids pov: (cuz i like enids more)

Coming home, we went to bed, and cuddlet all night. Some cries here and there, but we both felt sorry.

The next Day was quiet. Melody and elana never asked what happend, there was tension, just nog between me and wednesday, they just want to know what happend.

Breakfast was okay, no one said a word other then asking how each one slept, ohr breakfasts never are talketive.

Right now we sat on the couch, watching some random program. Elena and melody on one cough and we on the other.

"So..." elena began and looked between us and the tv. "What exactly happend?"

I sighed, i didnt want to talk abiut it, neither did wednesday.

"We had a little fight" Wens anwssred for me. But elena snorted.

"Yea right." She said. "A fight so big, mom has to leave the house and get yelled at for doing something sweet?"

Okay she had a point. I yelled at my wife several times for taking care of me.

Wens shiverd.

"Tell us?" Now melody butted into the conversation, looking at us with pleading eyes.

"Your mother blamed me for the miscarrige." Wens simply said, and got comfy on my shoulder again. "Its  the past, we are fine, theres nothing to worry about."

The look on their faces told us that there was still a buring question that played inside them.

I raised an eyebrow to both of them, challanging, who was going to ask the question.

But none of the two opened their mouth.

"Damnit girls just say it!" I got irrated.

"So we dont get another baby anymore?" Melody was the one to ask. While normally elena would.

I looked at Wens who was still watching tv, as if she was ignoring us.

She did not like the subject anymore.

"We have to talk about that" i anwsered after some time.

"Its most Likely to get you pregnant agian right?" Elena asked. Pointing at me.

"I mean she just got pregnant, i dont think mama wants to" melody spoke.

And that was the mistake.

She did want to get pregnant.

She just cant.

Not without medical help.

More medical help.

But am i going to talk about it with the girls? No they wouldnt understand.

"Its complicated my loves" i said.

~♡~

We went to bed early, i mean, i wanted to go to bed early, Wens didnt want to go sleep yet, but i want cuddles. I NEED cuddles.

I laid in bed on my back, hearing the shower running, Wens always take so ficking long to take a shower, like shes avoiding cuddles.

But shs has long hair soooo.

Still not an excuse.

I feel so sleepy.

What if i give birth in this bed.. would Wens ever sleep with me again? Its most Lively i also shit in bed, so maybe...?

My body doesnt feel like getting pregnant anymore. I am older, and after the loss of a baby i feel like i am too old to hold one.

You know what i mean?

But the problem is, Wens is scared to DEATH for surgeries, and shd needs one if we want another baby.

I guess no more babies...

Then the door of the bed room opened, Wens hair was half dry and losen. Shs had a big shirt on, and some shorts. As she laid down next to me in bed.

I laid my head on her chest, and placed my hand on her belly. She loved this position. But my head was burning with questions.

"Wens?" I asked to see if she was already asleep. She hummed letting me know she was about to. "Do you still want another baby"

I didnt get a anwser immediately, making me worried she was already asleep, or that she didnt want go talk about it.

I heard a sigh.

"Yes" is all she anwsred.

But then everything once again went quit. Wens breathing went softer which ment she was going go fall alsleep.

I positioned myself better. If she wasnt willing to talk now, then tommorw.

~♡~

So...its been a week. And i never managed to talk to my wife, abiut having another baby.

She avoids the subject, as if she can die when we talk about. But i have a feeling she knows why i want to talk about it so badly.

She changes the subject, claims its not the place to talk, or pretends to be asleep.

Right now she went on a walk, but its been 45 minutes. And its about to be an hiur. For some reason it feels like wens changed.

But not in a bad way tought.

She still has a shower problem.

Miss wednesday addams HATES taking showers. I dont know why, but she complains when she does. So she rarely showers. Thats why she always has so much perfume and deodorant.

She actully showers when needing to wash her hair.

But she does not stink tho.

But the bathroom cabinet is full of perfume.

She smells great.

Some time later the door opened, and my wife Came in. 5 minutes later that i began complaining.

I smiled and shs sat next to me also smling, kissing my cheek.

"Hey babes" i said and laid my head on her shoulder. Just to be a little closer. I missed my little woman.

Wens put an arm around my shoulders.

Yet i have go break the plasant mood around us.

"Babe we need to talk" i said and she sighed.

"Yea i think so too" she mutterd. She didnt want to talk, she has too.

"Wens-" she cut me off.

"If we want another baby and it would bd me i am going to do the surgery" she said all in one. "We want it so badly and i understand if you dont want to be pregnant anymore with our age, and the fact that you were pregnant a few weeks ago"

"Are you sure?" I asked. "If you are scared, we van look for other options?"

Wens shook her head.

"No, its okay. We have to see"

And thats how i went go bed with a good feeling at night.

~♡~

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