Yuh go out ah yuh way fi hurt mi And mi go out ah mi way fi hurt yuh Wi keep goin round inna circle No, this ah cyah love, this ah surgery
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Tianna's Pov💕:
I sent a text to Rajairo's phone, my thumbs hovering over the screen as I waited for a response
Maybe him busy
I placed the phone on charge, the screen dimming as I walked away heading downstairs to the living room to watvh TV with Teejay
After what felt like and eternity my phone rang and his name flashed across the screen
My heart skipped a beat as I answered "Hello Raj-"
"Tianna wah kinda fuckry dat yuh do?" He spoke, his words hinting at an understanding I hadn't Intended to share and my heart sank as I realized he might have placed together what I had been keeping from him
This was the first time he has ever spoken to me like this wonder if him find out?
"Wah?" I asked, confused
"Badman weh Jayquan a talk bout him fuck yuh a Tanice yaad"
"..."
Mi fi tell him?
But mi fraid...
Even if mi deny it him probably ago seh a lie
Or him woulda even believe him fren ova mi
Suppose mi guh tell him and Jayquan find out and come kill mi afta?
"Oh suh a true?" He asked, his voice low and tight, the anger simmering in every word
"Yow watch yah nuh, mia come ova deh right now" The line went dead and I was left holding the phone in my hands
The words trapped in my throat, The tears I had been fighting let loose, falling all over the screen
I felt the weight of his anger, his hurt and my own, a heavy burden I couldn't shake
I heard the sound of the front door opening, followed by Rajairo's voice low and rough from downstairs
My heart skipped a beat as I recognized the tone, the same one he used on the phone earlier
I felt a shiver run down my spine as I slowly got up from the bed
My legs heavy with a mix of fear and anticipation
"Watch yah nuh, mi and yuh sista deh" I listened from where I was
Teejay muss hate mi now
"Wi deh from round October November dem time deh"
I walked around the corner, my feet heavy with reluctance and stood before them with my arms folded with My eyes red and puffy from the tears, they felt swollen and tender
Hate seh him affi see mi inah this state
Datt yah worry boh?
"And yuh nuh know seh She a fuck Jayquan to?" Rajairo spoke, his gaze piercing mine with a look of disgust and hatred
A heavy silence fell and I was left staring between Teejay and Rajairo
"Teejay-" I tried to talk
"Shet up and nuh seh nothing to mi yow" he shouted at me
"Mi neva do nothing wid Jayquan" I denied, a vehement denial , my voice caught in my throat
Know how badly mi what tell him everything wah happen
Tell him bout ih night when mi deh a him yard
And and
Teejay's footsteps faded away, followed by the sound of the front door slamming shut
The sudden silence felt heavy and I was alone with Rajairo
Suppose him come choke mi kill mi?
His gaze remained fixed on mine, his expressions creating an uncomfortable tension filling the room
"Mek mi see yuh neck" he spoke breaking the silence "him seh him put wah hickey pah deh come mek mi seet "
I walked over closer to him, I wrapped my arms tightly around his waist, My head fell against his chest and tears flowed uncontrollably
His heartbeat rapidly against my ear but as the moment passes it slowed
"Rajairo please mek mi explain" With tears streaming down my face, I gazed up at him but he didn't look at me
"Explain wah Tianna?" He asked placing his hands on mine
"Please mek mi explain wah happen" I pleaded with him, he pried my hands loose and took a step back creating distance between us
"Yuh devn affi explain shit" he spoke " jhuss know seh wi done"
Wi done?
My world fell apart, my heart broke into a million pieces and I felt as if I was drowning
I couldn't breathe, couldn't think , couldn't speak
I felt as if I was dying, like apart of me was just ripped away
The pain was overwhelming, suffocating I don't even know how to escape it
A suh heartbreak feel?
"You guh your way and mi go my way" His final words hung in the air, piercing my heart
The door clicked shut behind him and the sound reverberated through my soul like a sudden stab to the heart
Reality crashed down on me, suffocating me with it's weight
Wi done...
No more us...
No more him and I
I hurriedly went upstairs to my room before Teejay came back into the house
I buried my face in my pillows and the tears I didn't know I had left frll
I sobbed uncontrollably, The pillow absorbing my tears but nothing could ease the pain in my heart
I sat up on the bed and wiped my tears
Taking a deep sigh, I dart my eyes upwards to securing the tears from falling
